MR. LIAR REGRET ( Sehun and Taeyeon FANFIC)

BELIEVING HIS LIES

Brie's Pov

I left him with a devious smile appearing on his face.. just as i thought he's the type of a guy who doesnt want to lost his PRIDE on a woman who currently makes him feel miserable but i dont think that's the case after all he said that he's just playing around my innocence

Im on my way to my class now but seems like i just cant find myself being focus on it .. So i just packed my things up and went home

I dropped my bag on my bed and flunk to it i still feel the burden that im carrying inside

Did i over reacted ? Its just a Date but i acted like i disgust him .. Why am i so worried it doesnt have sense ...

" are u kidding me ? Me ? Fallen in love with u what kind of pathetic speech is that ? HOW CAN I FALL IN LOVE with an ARROGANT BASTARD LIAR PLAYBOY like you "

Those words it slipped out of my tongue what in the world i just said i think i lost all the confidence that he have been holding to change

It started.. my tears are falling the guilt that im feeling inside is overwhelming my entire mind i shouldnt feel faulty after all i dont have a plan on loving and making him fall in love with me anyways on this way he wont have hopes and find his limitation if i hold it right now he wont expect anything for tomorrow

But those words will ruin his everyday life

(knock) (knock)

The sound of the door thug stop me from sobbing i wiped my tears away and got up

" Who is it ? "

I asked before i pull the door knob im currently holding

" uhm.. Noona its me "

A sweet and gentle voice stop me from turning the knob i lean at the door and quietly listen to his deep breathing .. I know he wanted to fix all the problem and misunderstanding that he encountered with me especially the incident with Zion

" Noona i know youre not ready yet i just want you to know that i already stop all the nonsense im doing .. "

He keeps on releasing big sigh and his voice its trembling it almost giving me a feeling that he's at the edge of his emotion

I cant open this door and let him see me crying and above all i dont want him to know that its about Zion

" You know what Noona ? Your love and support it encourage me .. I know right from my heart that there is someone that still believes on me despite all the Trouble that i have done "

I want to hug him but i guess the guilt that im feeling gets a lot more heavier

" Noona ? Are u crying ? Okay ? I wont disturb you for now.. I miss you and Goodnight "

He finally give up on me i walk away from the door when i hear his footsteps slowly fading i walk straight to my bed and lie down im now facing the plain pink celling that copes up with the entire madness of the night making my feelings inside get worse .. Its pushing my mind to think about the mistakes that i have done

" You know what Noona ? Your love and support it encourage me .. I know right from my heart that there is someone that still believes on me despite all the Troubles that i have done "

That's the exact opposite thing that i stole from Zion

Shit the water works gone wrong again this reaction im feeling its a lil bit too much

...............................

~ You know I’ll be
Your life
Your voice
Your reason to be
My love
My heart
Is breathing for this
Moment
In time
I’ll find the words to say
Before you leave me today