I'm lost in the darkened depths of my thoughts.
All I seem to feel is the pain that I constantly endure.
Only I know of my own insanity and heart broke.
Nobody knows the poison I have in my own mind.
He took away my ability to live, to breathe, to smile.
Now anxiety consumes me as I fall for another.
Intense agony eats at my heart and my body.
As I suffer the consequences from both our actions.
Never had I thought I'd end up in this asylum called "Love."
Yet here I am, loving the beast with no heart.
My own heart has turned to ice the more I weep.
Never again will I shed a tear for a man.
Besides the monster who stole my heart.
The monster who's addiction is Meth.
I'm lost in this torture of love and life.
Maybe one day I will be okay but until then...
My heart is ice, my mind is insane, and myself is dead.
