The Two faces of one sided love

You ,making me confuse

Everytime i saw him, he smiled like we were alone in the world it was just he and i vs the world... and he was just so lovely with me that... what if he feel just like me?, nah maybe I'm just over thinking about it; how can he feel the same for me? If I'm just a lil kid for him

We were at a pool and like always he was kinda sweet with me but there were other friends of him (others girls) and i was invisible for him... Just looking at the way they talked and played in the pool make me feel so jealous, but wait, I'm feeling jealous? Why? If we are nothing to each other...

El dia se estaba acabando y aunque nos divertimos yo no podia parar de pensar en lo triste que me sentia al saber que estabamos tan cerca y tan lejos el uno del otro; ya era hora de irnos asi que me fui a secar y cambiar de ropa para poder irnos, y cuando iba saliendo nos encontramos...

Estaba furiosa (jealous) so i didn't wanted him close to me. He were talking with my mom and was kinda blushed as just looking at his face... and in a second he was hugging me >\\\\<
, mi corazon latia a millon por segundo toda la furia se iba; aunque yo pretendia que me molestaba ya que el seguia empapando mi ropa seca...

En un segundo se habian ido todas las preocupaciones y aunque estaba segura que el no se sentia igual , queria pensar lo contrario...

Nos volvimos a encontrar en otra actividad en donde eramos asistentes pero el comenzo a aprovecharse para que yo hiciera sus tareas , y como estaba tan enamorada yo las hacia super emocionada pensando que estaba hablando y que me nevesitaba...

Pero poco a poco comenzaba a sospechar que todo ese cariño que me expresaba era solo para poder conseguir hacer su vida mas facil.

Sabe que me gusta? Pero no siente lo mismo por mi, y seguramente solo me utiliza :(