Never in a million years, I thought I would be going through this. The man I thought was the love of my life, was really my worst nightmare. All I could do was think to myself. Why? Why me? Why did he choose me as his punching bag? Why did he make me think he was the perfect guy? Why did I give him a chance? Why didn't I just keep walking? Just why? All of these thoughts ran through my head as I sat there numb not feeling anything. It's been almost two years I've been going through this. I was used to the abuse & pain. I just sat there hopeless and helpless, waiting for him to just stop.
An hour and a half went by & he was finally done. I sat there and drank and cried myself to sleep like always.
Every night.
"I guess I'll just sleep this off and get ready for tomorrow. "
Y'all I decided to republish this book because I felt like it was all over the place. I honestly didn't know what to do with it & I had a serious case of writer's block 😩But now, I got a lot of ideas and I will be updating more. 🖤
