Watching the one you love disobey you...cut in front of you...die in front of you...it hurts.
The pain...it...it feels like it lasts forever. It doesn't stop and you can never hear the end of it.
You get blamed. 'Why didn't you stop her!' voices yell.
I'm a fool.
My only love.
I didn't try.
I didn't help.
I lost all hope.
I'm a failier...
