Torn Between Two (An O2L Fanfic)

Nightingale

Nightingale: Demi Lovato "Can you be my nightingale? Sing to me I know your there, You can be my sanity. Bring me peace, sing me to sleep. Please say you'll be my nightingale

Kian's P.O.V.

This isn't real right now. I am literally sitting in the back of Sam's car (Wait Idk if Sam owns a car so let us pretend that he does for now 😁) driving Mandy's unconscious body to the hospital. All because of me. I honestly don't care that I'm crying right now because I 100% deserve it. But Mandy doesn't deserve any of this. There's blood staining all through her shirt and I can see some of her rib cage sticking out. I ripped of a piece of my shirt and tried to soak up at least some of the blood that was coming out.

We arrived at the hospital 10 minutes later. I picked her floaty body up slowly and carefully making sure not to hurt her anymore. Why did she think she was fat? Because of all the people in her life who have hurt her. Now I'm just another one of those people.

The Doctor quickly came up to us and took her away on this gurney thingy

"What the patient's name?" The receptionist asked me

"Mandy Nicholson" I hoped that they had her registered in since she used to live in Cali

"Ok she's in room 109, you go straight down and turn left and it's the 3rd on your right" She said to us with a smile and compassion in her eyes

Sam and I walked down to the room with directions she gave us. We knocked on the door and opened it. I saw her still lying there, unconscious

"She has two severely broken rib cages and she's lost a little less than a quarter of her blood" the doctor explained to us

"How long is she going to be here for?" Sam asked sounding concerned

"Around 2 months dependent on how fast the surgery goes" the doctor turned around to leave "Oh yes, and Mr. Lawley you can only stay if your family or a partner of Ms. Nicholson"

"Umm I am, I am um partners with her"

"Ok well we're gonna do a quick x-ray on her so if you can change her into this gown in about 10 minutes"

"Yeah." I said quietly.

Sam was half asleep on the couch so I had to change Mandy myself. I gently lifted her off the bed and slid off her clothes. Her delicate torso was covered in dried blood. I went to the bathroom and got a wet paper towel to take some of it off. After I did that, I sat her up on the bed and put the gown on over her arms. I turned her around and tied the back of it up. All I wanted to do was kiss her. I didn't want anything else but to be kissing her right now. I have her a light peck on the cheek and laid her back down.

*3 Hours Later*

They brought her back in from the x-ray and tests. I could see that she was awake. Her eye were still heavy but I could see them flutter a little.

"We can find you a room to stay in for the night or-" The nurse trailed off

"I want to stay with her, please" I turned away from her to hide the tears streaming down my face.

"Ok well goodnight" She said as she closed the door quietly

"How are you beautiful?" No reply. I sat there just looking at her hoping and praying that she would say something. I was about ready to go to bed when I heard a small voice.

"It hurts"

"Excuse me?"

"I said it hurts" She repeated

" What hurts babe?" I asked with a smile

"Stop" She said as her smile faded down. "Don't call me that, they both used to call me that."

"Sorry" I said in my quiet voice. "Do you mind if I ask what happened between you and Jake?"

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Bonjour Mon Beautes! By the way that's hi my lovelies in French. I used to take French when I lived in London so 😎. But anyways I made an actual long chapter which I haven't made one these in literally 4 months! I figured you guys deserve it because I'm feeling nice today. I am just 700% done with school I mean I'm so tired and I just can't even... Oh yeah thank you for 500 reads! It's crazy that people would read my book! Oh yeah one more thing, my birthday is on Thursday the 5th of September so yeah! I will put my links down so follow meh! Oh yeah one more thing I discovered this thing called 8 tracks and it's pretty much pandora but in a better form. Bye My Kitties!!

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