My letters to you

Letter # 7

Hey baby...
I don't really know what's wrong with me lately. I just feel tired all the time and I don't want to do anything. It's like I'm depressed but I'm not. I just don't understand. I also really wish you were here with me, by my side, and snuggled up with me. I miss you so much. I just don't know what to do sometimes.
My new cat helps sometimes but most of the time I just... I don't know what to do anymore baby. I really wish you were here.
  I found a saying that fits me perfectly right now. "Most people say you don't know what you had until it's gone, but the truth is you knew exactly what you had, you just thought you'd never lose it." Weird huh. I guess the quotes also help. But I just really want you to come back.
I know you won't but maybe someday we'll meet up again. I can only hope.

~Simply a girl who now has a small hope~
(August 16,2016)