Boy ii Like

I like this boy and he gives me alot of reasons to like him but sometimes he gives me alot of reasons to hate him. This boy is confusing and he might think I'm the confusing one but guess what the boy might be the most confusing one out of the both of uu. This boy that ii like is cute, funny, sweet, awesome, cool, and amazing to hang out with. This boy ii like is close to me but he might think we're juss cool with each other but sometimes ii think we are more than that but ii can never figure out what he feels for me and what he wants to do. We text eachother and we both express our feeling and ii tell him straight up what ii feel for him but it's hard to get what he feels for me out of him so ii ask him questions that will help me out a little bit. We have much in common but much that's different, ii can't complain because you will either find or not find the exact same person as uu. Around this boy ii like ii never want to mention my ex boyfriend because ii never want the boy ii like to get jealous of him but he finds ways to make me jealous so that's when ii pull my ex boyfriend card. People may think why do uu like him? Or why him? But iidc what they think they always judge me on my looks but I never get why the "turn" is on the person's personality because to me if I'm gonna date a boy or like a boy I'm going for the personality not the looks but I'd be lieng if ii said that I actually go for both if the boy is nice and sweet hell nahh ii ain't going for them because they get ran over in ah snap they let everybody cross them. If I the boy ii like is bad and mean he'll nahh ii ain't going for that either they think they could juss do what they want noo!! Boo try again. The perfect boy for me is a nice but mean one because that way they know to behave but when the time comes they have to pop somebody is when they let out the dog in them. Going back to what ii was saying, this boy that ii like is in my class he come near me ndd stuff but it get akward when we aree face to face it's like whatever we had disappeared but when we home on our phones we just attract ndd come together. On Friday we had ah fight or something like that I texted him ndd it started because of my kik name but since ii like him ii always try to please him but the day came where ii had to stand up to him and say I'm sorry but uu always come to me with the same shit like noo I'm tired and he always say he playing when real live he know he don't wanna hurt me or make me feel bad because he probably does like me but ii don't know. So anyways ii went the whole day trying not to talk to him but ii couldn't ndd after school ii apologized ndd ii told him that I was sorry for how I've been acting because ii was acting like a whole bitch to him and I know that ii can never stay mad at him like never but ii tried and it didn't work so ii tried to boot text him all day but ii couldn't do that either because he is like a reliable person uu can talk to and ii trust him we've made promises that not even my best friends know about ndd secrets not even they know either but ii tell my bestfriend about it sometimes ndd ii try to put it in a way that ii don't break my promise with my crush. So imma continue a second part ii have to go to my other messages with him to write my second part please like this story and comment about it