The Bitter-sweet Revenge (On-going)

Chapter 7

"Mae are you alright?" Nag-aalalang tanong ni Jarvis sa'kin as he grab me by the hand away from Rexiel. Hindi ko alam ang nararamdaman ko ngayon pero alam kong may mangyayaring hindi ko gusto.

"I-i'm fine Jarvis." I answered as I looked at Rexiel and apologized for not looking at my way pero ni hindi umimik si Rexiel at tinitigan lang ako. He looked at me head to foot and then looked at me in the eye as if he was disgusted of what he saw and then it hit me.

Flashback...

Palabas na sana ako sa hotel para magjogging wearing my all black outfit for jogging which is a sports bra, short cycling shorts and rubber shoes nang hilahin ako ni Eli ulit at ikinulong sa bisig niya as he pinnned me to a wall. Agad bumilis ang tibok ng puso ko dahil alam kong gagawa na naman kami ng milagro and I want it, honestly pero hindi ngayon. Aba katatapos lang kaya niya akong ikama kanina!

"You look so damn hot that it turns me on hon." Sabi niya in a husky voice as he starts licking my neck and I can feel the pressure that he's exerting while his hands are exploring the different parts of my body and I can't help but moan as he does that.

"Eli... Hon... Oh!" I moaned as he starts to travel his hand inside my underwear while his lips are playing each of my breasts. I grabbed his face and kissed him as my hands travel towards his below. With his free hand, he grabbed my legs as I circled it arond his waist and I feel his below poking mine.

Wala akong inisip kundi ang halikan siya and give myself to him pero hanggang ganito lang kami dahil hindi ko pa handang ibigay sa kanya ang buong pagkatao ko. You may call it base 3.

He starts to move his hips as I feel the movement at pinabayaan siyang gawin yun. I feel his below poking mine in his movement and I liked it kahit hindi pa namin ginagawa ang homebase. Hindi ko namalayan na nasa sofa na kami and I'm already naked and so was he and we enjoyed every second of it.

Matapos ang base 3 ay nagpahinga na kami sa sofa habang ang ulo ko ay nakasandal sa dibdib niya. We're so sweaty that we liked it. We are both naked without any blanket covering us. Agad akong napatingin sa kanya nang inangat niya ang ulo ko.

"Ginawa ko yun para hindi ka makapagjogging dahil sa suot mong yan. You look damn good but that's for my eyes only honey. I love you so much. To the moon and back." He said as he claimed my lips softly.

End of flashback...

"Hey, staring is rude." Agad akong napatingin kay Jarvis nang sinabi niya yun at hinila na ako papalayo kay Rexiel. Hindi ko na siya tinignan pa at nagpatangay na lamang kay Jarvis.

Nakarating na lamang kami ni Jarvis sa park when he sat me down on the bench and bends his knee to level his contact with mine. Wala ako pag-iisip kanina. Unti unti na namang bumabalik ang alaala naming dalawa na matagal ko nang ibinaon sa limot yet after 3 years here it is now. Haunting me. Kung kailan okay na ako ay sya namang pagbalik ng alaalang matagal ko nang kinalimutan. I was back to my senses nang biglang nagsnap ng fingers si Jarvis sa tenga ko.

"What happened back there? I saw how you reacted to that guy." Nag-aalala niyang sabi. Umiwas lang ako ng tingin sa kanya at sinabing hindi ko siya kilala't nagulat lang ako sa pagkakabunggo ko. I was about to stand nang bigla niyang hinawakan ang magkabilang braso ko.

"You can lie to everyone but not me Mae." Sabi niya as he sat down beside me. Hay.

"May magagawa pa ba ako?" Bulong ko sa sarili at napabuntong hininga nang bigla siyang nagsalita.

"Talagang wala kang magagawa." Agad akong napatingin sa kanya with a shicked expression.

"M-marunong kang magtagalog?!" Napangiti naman siya at tumango tango.

"Pinagti-tripan mo ata ako eh."

"No I'm not. Eh hindi ka naman nagtatagalog everytime we talk. So don't blame me." Sabi niya at tumawa na ng tumawa. Tinignan ko lang siya with a bored look kaso nang nagkatinginan kami, bigla kaming napatahimik ng ilang segundo nang bigla naman kaming napatawa na pagkalakas lakas.

"Hahahahahaha para kang timang!" Sigaw ko sa kanya, trying to hold my laughter.

"Hahahahahaha eh ikaw nga tong tumatawa rin eh!" Sabi niya. Matapos ang iilang segundo sa pagpipigil ay napaayos na kami ng upo at nakapag-usap na ng maayos. We talked about how my life was before at panay tango lang siya tas tahimik lang na seryosong nakikinig sa'kin.

Nakalipas ang ilang minuto ay natapos ko na din ang pagkukwento. Walang umimik sa'ming dalawa pagkatapos nun. He was just looking at me in the eye.

"Don't look at me like that." Sabi ko sabay iwas ng tingin sa kanya.

"Are you still feeling something for him?" Tanong niya which caused me to look at him with a brow raised. Is he serious?

"Nothing. Wala na. Matagal na." Sabi ko while looking at him in the eye. Ngumiti naman siya at tinignan ang relos niya. After a while, he stood up at inilahad ang kamay niya sa harap ko.

"The sun's almost up. Tara?" I looked at his hand then to his face then back to his hand. Agad na naman nag slow motion ang paligid ko. I heard nothing but the loud beat of my heart. I smiled as I held his hand as I stood up then let go of it.

I may be feeling like this but I don't want to fasten my decisions. It's too early to rush for things. I need time and think out of the box. I can't afford to get broken again.

It's been days since the Jarvis and I started talking to each other. Medyo nagulat nga sila kuya pati si Natalie sa closeness namin which I find very weird.

"Mae, do you have any icings? Or atleast any sprinkles?" Tanong niya habang kinukuha sa tray ang binake naming chocolate muffins na siya mismo ang nagluto habang ako naman ang tinuturuan niya.

"What? E-eh wala kaming supply n'yan eh. Wait! I'll just buy outside. Malapit lang naman. Wait lang ha?" Sabi ko sabay talikod.

"Sabay na ako." Sabi niya. I was about to say yes nang biglang dumating si Natalie.

"No kuya! Ako ang sasama sa kanya. Dinadamot mo na sa'kin si Mae eh! Tsk! Che!" Hindi ko mapigilan ang matawa sa reaksyon ni Jarvis. Nakita ko naman siyang namula at napakamot sa ulo niya. Palagi kasi siyang ganyan pag nahihiya. I can't help but adore him in his mannerism.

Will it be possible for me to fall in love with him?