I have tried, I really have. To be a better me, for the sake of us, but I can't stop crying. I can't stop feeling attacked or uncomfortable. I don't know how to handle my emotions or how to explain what I want to change. I can't tell you anything because it always comes out wrong. I just want to fall in love, I want you to treat me like I'm something new, and magnificent , that you've never seen before, but yet I cannot convey these into words. Regrettably, the less and less I convey, the more and more you grow further from me everyday.
