Poems

expelled

I'm going to get expelled,

My nerves can not be quelled.

Lies were thrown,

My anxiety has grown,

I'm going to get expelled...

Torn away,

I'll try to stay.

I'm willing to change

I know its strange

But I need this school,

Like it or not

There's so much that I've got.

There's things that i need,

Things I simply cant leave.

My heart will bleed

If I'm forced to leave.

I don't want to be like my brother.

I don't want to disappoint my mother.

My education will be ruined

Theres nothing more I can do, and

I dont want to leave my friend behind

Though I'm sure that he wouldn't mind.

But I'm just putting myself down,

In this pool of regret I will drown.

I wish they knew my thoughts

And the realizations this has brought.

Im sure my words have lost their value

But I still have the urge to plead

Because consistency is what I need

In order to succeed

And live the life I want to lead.