*TORN* ~~ Onikafaree/Treynika Fiction ~~

Part 10

I Can't believe he's leaving. Today, He's going away and I don't know when I'll se him again. I want to ask him to stay. I wan't him to stay  but how selfish of me that would be.

"Don't worry Babe. everything will always be the same" Safaree says pulling me tight into a hug.

"How can you say that when you're going all the way to New York" I respond with strong tears falling down my face holding him tight in my arms.

I Know I'm making this hard on him, but I can't help it. The Love of my life is going away. Far away from me, I'd be evil not to cry.

"I promise, nothing will change. Yo need to trust me on this" he says wiping my tears with his thumb. I lift up my head from his chest to look at his face.

"I trust you babe..This is just so hard for me" - He kiss my lip and pull away from our hug as I try to hold him tighter.

Watching him walk away from me hurt so much. He walk to his father's car and Dia, Mik and I just stand there watching him leave- I wave Good bye and immediately break down on my girls Shoulder which they gladly offered.

"I Love you" I read his lip says, as he drive away.

"Listen to me Nic ..You gon have to get over it  latter if not soon" Dia says to me

"Yeah Girl..Don't worry, after all you guys have all those ways to communicate, so don't worry yourself ok to death...beside, we got you" Adds Mik

"After all, you're a very smart girl..You're a straight A Student. I know you wan to graduate with your class girl, but you can graduate before that, like in January so you can go be with him" Dia explains to me

 I remember thinking of doing the same thing. I mean why not, anything to get me next to my man. All I have here are my Girls, Dia and Mik who's also going to college..Oh and my poor little Saidah, she won't do too well without me, but than again she's with her Family. what do I have to leave behind. NOTHING

 we walk to Mik's house and spent the rest of the day there.

-ONE MONTH LATTER-

 I woke up getting ready for school, as soon as I reach the bathroom I start Throwing up everywher. I throw up at least 4 times for the last two weeks. I thought it was something I ate but at this point I doubt it. Despise the fact that I feel sick as fuck, I'm not about to stay in this house, don't wanna hear it from my aunt.

I manage to get ready and slowly walk out. when I get off the bus it was about time, so I decided I'd check with the school nurse before I go to class.

"what's wrong with you today Miss Nicki" the nurse asks me.

"Stomach pain" I reply

"Ok sit here..I'll get you a pain relief pill....Is it your period" she says walking away -  Damn, that hit me right there. I totally forgot about my period. I was suppose to have it a week ago.

"Um, No" I answer, but she had already left the room

"HHM, Miss Nicki?"

"Yeah Nurse"

"Only your stomach been hurting" she asks looking suspicious- she scaring the shit out of me right now. Bringing everything back to my mind. the first and last time I had sex with Safaree without a condom, but I could've sworn, a Girl can not get pregnant the first time she had sex.

"No..I kind of been throwing up" I reply

"Oh Miss Nicki ... you might.." she stop her sentence and starts looking in her cabinet