w hat the dANK IS ART

l m ao

i forgot to post the cover of the book im writing now t his is like 4 months ol d

anyways im finally off the history chapter and onto the first

which is s flsshback

so itll be a while till its out lmao

but dont worry ill make it sad as shit

it has my 3 fuckin oc's that i barely draw (mirage, aanor, n lovia)

and issbout war n brooms gbless

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also i forgot to explain why iw as acting like a real pussy before lmao

so my dog

the one ive has since i was like 3

killed some of my dads chickens

and he got real pissed.

and u see

i didnt know this

till like 3 am when my sister was like "hhey do u care abt the dog??"

n i said y eA

and then shes like oh...i wont tell u then.

but she crack e d

and so

my dad

took

my dog

the dog ive had for almost all of my life

and decided

h HEY

WHY NOT

BE AN ASSHOLE

AND DROP THIS DOG IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE

AND HE DID

HE FUCKING LEFT MY DOG IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE TO GET FUCKING LOST

AND Y EAH I WAS FUCKING

CRYING REAL BAD

I LITERALLY BARELY MADE IT THROUGH THE MORNING AND I SPENT MOST OF MY NIGHT CRYING

AND SO

I VE BEEN WORKING IN AUDIO AT MY CHURCH

AND MY DAD IS IN THERE

SO I H AD TO FUCKING TRY NOT TO CRY BECAUSE I DIDNT WANT PEOPLE TO THINK I WAS A FUCKING PUSSY AND I KNEW MY DAD WOULD GET FUCKING PISSED

BUT I LITERALLY COULD NOT DO IT

AND LIKE MY DAD SAW ME TEARING UP AND HE

ALRIGHT LEMME SKIP AHEAD A LITTLE

I WENT OUT

FOR SOME AIR

N SOMEONE CAUGHT ME COMIN BACK IN

BY SOMEONE I MEAN A PAL

AND THEY ARE A

ADULT

AND I WAS RIGHT OUTSIDE THE DOOR OF THE AUDIO ROOM

SO MY DAD COMES OUTSIDE

AND STARTS TO FUCKING GET MAD AT ME

HE SAID THAT HE DOESNT WANT PEOPLE GOING AROUND LABELING HIM AS A BAD GUY

AND THAT HE KNOWS WHAT IM CRYING ABOUT AND THAT IF I DONT STOP HES GOING TO TAKE EVERYTHING AWAY FROM ME

S SO IM LIKE OK OK FUCKING GEAH THAT MAKES SENSE I CAN HUST ATOP CRYING THATS HOW HUMANS WORK

BUT THEN HE STARTS TO BLAME ME

FOR HIM LOSING MY DOG

HE SAID THAT I DIDNT DEDICATE ENOUGH TIME TO HIM AND THAT HED BE BETTER OFF WITH OUT ME AND MAYBE IF I DID HE WOULDNT HAVE LEFT HIM IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE TO DIE???????

AND I AGREED

I GOT THAT I DIDNT SPENT ENOUGH TIME WITH HIM

BUT HE DIDNT EVEN LET ME  FUCKING SAY GOODBYE

SO I TOLD HIM THAT

AND HE ASKED ME WHY A DOG WHO DOESNT KNOW ME ANYMORE WOULD WANT TO SAY GOODBYE

SO IM FEELING LIKE REAL SHIT RGHT NOW BUT IM NOT ALLOWED TO CRY??? SO IVE BEE N PLAYING LOVE LIVE NONSTOP IN AN EFFORT TO NOT THINK ABOUT HOW AWFUL I FEEL AND HOW MUCH OF A PUSSY I AM

AND I T S REAL HARD WHEN EVERY TIME I THINK ABOUT IT I START CRYING H OLY SHIT IM A PANSY

ANYWAYS KIDS SORRY ABOUT THESE BAD VIBES THEY SUCK BUT IMGETTING A KAZOO TOMORROW AND I PROBABLY WILL FEEL SLIGHTLY LESS TERRIBLE