Chapter 1:Before The Court Case
Dear diary,today it was the day,the biggest day for my career,the day when I would face the person who ruined me,my life,my health EVERYTHING.
Dr.Luke,I may have said that I was ready to face him,but wasn't.
So many emotions are inside me but mostly FEAR?What if the judge didn't believe me?What if Dr.luke paid people to LIE about me?I don't know,I don't want to know because if I think about I will lose all my bravery.
Many people think I lie but I don't but there's no way I can prove it to them expect from the photo that luke posted of me sleeping,people say that this photo was taken right after I was drugged and raped and their right,luke showed it to me right after I woke up and then he started threating me that IF I speak about anything that I saw my career would be over in less than 1 day .I stayed silent from that day not even my mother knew about this,I was ashamed about this,how could I be that dump to believe what he told me.
I still can't believe it but that's enough for today,I'm going to write back tomorrow after the court case,I'm nervous but also excited about tomorrow.
GoodBye♥♥♥
