My love life

To you all

I've been thinking I'm posting this online as a secret way to tell my friend I love her dearly don't get me wrong I love her a lot but just think about this I'm posting this when I could just tell her how much I love her I might do that but it needs to be at the perfect moment when we're alone yes I'm that girl that is in that group with other girls and surprisingly most of my friends are lesbian too so it's mainly that type of stuff we talk about any way when we're alone yes and ...wait....OH CRAP ITS GOING TO BE SUMMER I NEED TO TELL HER THAT I WAS SO IN LOVE WHITH HER I FORGOT TO ACTUALLY TELL HER MY SOCIAL MEDIA CRAP I CANT BE WITHOUT HER THIS SUMMER yea I realy have to remember that but what if I forget oh my god I'd have a horrible summer Idawild wouldn't be fun I always think of her ok quick break if you don't understand what I'm feeling ill explain because the level of how much I love her is kind of extreme so every time I think of her with me it's like if you play a game and you get the highest score in the world but when I have to leave her it's like your mom is like stop playing that game you've been playing for hours but instead of waiting for your reply  she in plugs the game system erasing all of your data all of that time and effort it took to get that score GONE but all along none of it was her fault it was yours that's right YOUR holding the plug YOU decided to pull it now if you feel angry about that take that intense anger and make it so your sadness is equal to your anger now you can't decide whether to cry or punch a hole in the wall that is my feelings that is how intense my love for her is

PS in case you don't know this ,this thing I write is not a story it is what happens to me in real life their really is a girl named skylar I once swooned for ,yes their is a girl named Layla that l feel pain when I'm not around her god I miss her right now so this is it for this chapter so I bid you all a good farewell on this chapter

Pss no dip