being alone
being ignored
being selfish and selfless
being a failure
being honest
being useless
being open
being perfect because I'm full of flaws
being REJECTED
being happy, cause
something not goo might happen after
falling inlove, because I know that it won't last, it won't work, it would be one sided, it would be heartbreaking, devastating and painful
being someone's apple of the eye cause I'm not worthy for it
hurting someone else because I know how it feels
assuming
attention
expecting
judging
talking
being broken
friendship
relationships
commitment
labels
pain
sweet and deceiving words
being sarcastic
having enemies
being a people pleaser for the rest of my life
being abused
being used
long chats
being teased because I know I easily fall
loving someone beyond what I expect I can give
loving someone at the wrong time and state of being
being not the one you expected me too be
you leaving me
depression, cause I know I'm suicidal
death caused by my own hands
what would happen in the near future
being a stranger
being forgotten
being a coward like what I am now
getting worse
freaking everything !
being myself cause it sucks
to be continued...
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My Thoughts Through The Tough Days
Randomcompilation of my raging thoughts about things around me. can't make a good story, then this is my release
