Is it bad for me to want something better?
NoI'm not sure, but I do.
Am I a bad person for wanting to be happier, since there are people who have it worse?
No, I don't believe so. I believe that we all deserve our happiness.
Am I always a good person?
No, I'm not, but who is?
Am I okay?
No.
Do I want to talk about it?
Probably not.
Am I sure?
I'm not sure of anything.
What happened to my happy personality?
I don't know, maybe I scared her away.
How come I don't sleep?
Here you can try what I go through, and you'll see why.
Why am I so mean?
You know that's a hard one. Sometimes I'm mean because I don't know how to talk. Sometimes I'm mean because I can't handle emotions, and it scares me when I have them. Sometimes I'm mean because I don't like you. Sometimes I'm mean because I like you to the point where I'm terrified.
What happened to the fun me?
I guess all the tears drowned her.
I'm a horrible person?
Yeah, I know.
I used to be bearable?
Really? No one ever cared to tell me.
I don't give myself enough credit?
No, I give it to myself. But, then take it away when I notice all the bad things that I did to get here.
I can't see my own beauty?
No, I can't, funny neither can anyone else. Except you..
Why can't I just tell them I like them?
Why risk my safe haven in order to do it? Why risk losing some people who are really close to me? Why would I do the same thing that broke me to begin with?
Didn't I used to be best friends with her?
Oh yeah. A couple years ago..
What happened between us two?
Why don't you ask her and get back to me? No, I guess she just got bored, or lost interest.
Why don't I stop worrying about it?
I've tried trust me. But, I don't do that.
Why won't I give in to true love?
True love does not exist. Those who believe in it are naive, and foolish. They're looking to be hurt.
Why am I sitting in my room alone, asking myself these questions?
Because I don't know who I am anymore, and I want to change that.
Why don't I just change it then?
I don't know how...
