I get in my car rushing to the hospital listening to come and see me by party next door and drake ( An: datsss my shitt ) I lay back thinking about Lex the whole time.. All she wanted was me and I want her and I couldn't just let her have me I couldn't just be happy with her tears slowly start to slide down my cheek I shouldn't care about what any one thinks I shouldn't care but I do ... And that's why she's not with me now I pull up to the hospital and wipe off my face and storm in as I was running I bump into lex older brother crying he gets up and runs right pass me at that point I Dont even bother to go to the front desk I run all through the hospital looking through windows until I see lex laying in the hospital bed tears fall down my face quicker than I realize I open the door slowly walking towards her I grab her hand looking at her putting my ear against her heart Alexis I Love You so Much..Your my heart your my everything I'm so In Love with you i outdent imagine myself with anyone else but you please wake up please I'm so sorry....i sit in silence the only thing i hear is the life monitor beeping i smile as i feel her heart beat against me and it slowly starts to slow down and the life monitor makes a loud beep I shoot out the room door calling even doctor i see finally one comes into the room
doctor: Ma'am you can not be in her- NO i shout cutting her off I'm staying in her with her she needs me soon i felt myself getting pulled away i felt as if my entire life was in that room i felt life She needs me ...She needs me.. i say constantly i fall to the ground putting my knees up to my face laying my head on them crying softly
30 minutes later
Doctor : family of Alexis B. Washington I quickly jump up YES i shout is she okay tell me she's okay Im sorry ma'am but alexis didn't make it...I drop down to the floor ..it feels like my heart was just pulled out of my chest i break down shaking my head in disbelief "ma'am wake up please " i hear someone say I look up to see i doctor smiling at me I sigh in relief shit .. it was just a dream.
sorry its so short i didn't feel like writing at all
