Diary Of A Broken Boy (Ministar FF)

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I was tired,
Trying to get away
I need a life
Cause DAMN
I miss him
Ok wait
I said I'm going to be over him
At least I'm trying because it's so hard
Then my friend Josh visited me
I told him everything
But I know he wouldn't understand
He's not gay
He loves Freya and Freya's a girl
Then Josh said
"It's scary what a smile can hide"
It was true
Because he saw me smiling just a few days me and Lachy broke up
And now I've told Josh
"It was indeed scary"
I told him and chuckled a bit
He smiled
Because he made me smile
But it wasn't still what I felt
I still wasn't happy
I wanted him back
But he's with Preston now
After Josh left
I cried
Again
Then I opened my Instagram
Lachlan posted a picture
With Preston
Kissing
Captioning: I'm proud that I never cared.
So he never really cared
Fuck you Lachlan I hope you burn in hell
I'm losing my fucking mind
I can't handle any of these bullshit
I keep pretending that I'm fine
I was broken hoping someone would build me up
- Vikky