I got this idea from a friend.
I almost never feel emotions. I put on a act, pretending that I am happy, but I really just don't know I don't felling sad, depressed, happy, or any thing. I don't want attention. I feel like I am useless when it comes to helping my friends. Yet I doesn't mack me feel any emotions. I want to feel something. So I mack my self feel pain. So At least. Know I still can feel.
