I TRIED. | K.NJ [✓]

[ FINAL ]

sunday morning;
luna was wearing black dress.

she remembered something;
she remembered namjoon complimenting her in that dress.

luna looked in the mirror once more;
trying not to ruin her makeup with her tears.

luna walked with some classmates;
they walked together to the cemetery.

they arrived and saw namjoon;
his lifeless body holding a small flower.

namjoon's mother gave luna a note;
"he wrote this for you."

luna opened it;
she read every single word.

to min luna;

i'm sorry it had to end this way.
i did everything i could to try and be happy, but nothing worked.
you were the only happiness i had, but i knew i wasn't good enough.
i wished we were together, but this is for the best.
i regret not asking about your problems;
i regret not asking you if you needed help with anything;
i regret not hugging you tight enough that night at the park;
i regret not kissing your lips before i left this world...
i want you to be happy without me.
i'll be watching you from above to make sure that you're safe.
live your life the way you've always wanted to live it.
find a great guy who's better than me,
get married, buy a house, have children...
i'm sorry i let you down.
just please, don't blame my death on yourself.
this is my decision and i'm making the right choice by ending my life.
i will always love you, luna;
you're my first and last love.
i'm sorry we couldn't be happy together;
i love you...
-kim namjoon

luna weeped and screamed;
she didn't care who heard her.

she couldn't believe her best friend was gone;
her first love.

she regretted not making him happy enough;
she regretted not spending enough time with him.

luna wanted to give namjoon everything;
everything that he ever needed.

she wishes she can go back in time;
go back and change the past.

luna wanted to be with namjoon;
she wanted to be with him forever.

she regretted not telling him;
she wanted to scream out how much she loved him.

but even with the loudest screams;
that wasn't enough for namjoon to hear.

luna blamed everything on herself;
just like how namjoon blamed jimin's death on himself.

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super long but this is the end and it was sorta shit but thats okay !! *sips bleach*
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- sami