Spamano (My Immortal)

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WARNING: FEELS and the death of Romano! ;-; I'm writing this in my 6th period right now and trying to not cry (From my 8th grade year)

WARNING: FEELS and the death of Romano! ;-; I'm writing this in my 6th period right now and trying to not cry (From my 8th grade year)

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Spain's P.O.V

Its been years since the war happened.  I'm so tired of being here,suppressed by all my childish fears.  *Flashback*  The air was heavy with dirt, moans of pain could be heard from all the wounded soldiers. I was looking for someone specific, Romano. He was helping my country in the war when he took off running when they captured some of our soldiers. And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave. Cause your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone, these wounds won't seem to heal"Romano where are you!" I shouted as I searched for him, I began to get worried until I found him. This  pain is just to real there's too much time cannot erase. "ROMANO!" I screamed  he was lying there on the ground covered in blood. I  ran over  to him and got on my knees, I then proceeded lay his head on my lap. "Romano you idiota, why'd you run off?" I asked him as he lay there losing blood. "I tried to save our people you tomato loving bastard" he said as he coughed up some blood.
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears. When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears and I held your hand through all of these years. But you still have, All of me. I picked Romano up and carried him to a medical tent. "HELP! PLEASE HE'S WOUNDED!" I screamed as he was taken out of my arms and put on a bed. I waited for what felt like hours until a nurse came and told me he didn't have much time left to live. I went back to where he was stationed and could see he was in poor condition.
You used to captivate me by your resonating light. Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind, Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me. These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just to real. There's just to much that time cannot erase. "Your going to make it through this Romano, I promise." I told him as I held his hand. "Listen here you jerk bastard, I know I should've said this when I wasn't dying but, Te Amo Mi Amor" Romano said with his dying breath. "Yo También Te Amo" I said as I gently placed a kiss on his forehead and leaving him. *TIME SKIP AFTER THE WAR AT ROMANO'S FUNERAL*
Its was the day of Romano's funeral. Everyone showed up to pay their respects to Romano. When I saw Feliciano I gave him a hug and kept saying how sorry I was. When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears. When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears. And I held your hand through all of these years. But you still have all of me. The funeral started. Everyone got up to say something about Romano, I said I would go last for a reason. When Feliciano got up there he couldn't stop crying, he talked about how much he cared about his brother and hoped that he was safe with their Grandpa. I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone. But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along. My turn came, so when I got up there all I had to say was how we lost a great brother, soldier and how he was the love of my life. I explained how I planned to marry him after the war was over. *Small Time Skip To The Cemetery* When we arrived at the cemetery it was dark and cloudy. The spot he was being barried at was an oak tree where we first met and shared our first kiss before it became a cemetery. Everyone left under umbrellas as I stayed behind. As the rain came down I let silent tears fall down my face as I said my final farewell to my love. *Flashback Over* "Its been 165 years today Mi Amor" I said to the tomb stone. "There isn't a day that goes by when I don't think about how it should've been me who died and not you" I said tears streaming down my face. I looked up and noticed the rain about to pour down from the sky. I walked back to my car after leaving a bottle of Romano's favorite wine when I saw him. He stood by the tree holding the wind and waving goodbye to me. 'See you when my time comes' I thought as I drove home.  When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years You still have all of me, me, me.

(Hello my little demons, I am so sorry this took forever. A lot of shit happened to me. I had to go to four funerals last year and one of them was my best friend. I've been battling my depression and anxiety, so far it's been winning but I'm stonger then it, thanks to Jared Padalacki. This summer I'm gonna be doing updates on my books for you guys. Again I'm so sorry about not updating since I was in around 8th grade, I'm in 11th now. More updates to come my little demons. Sincerely, Michaela Michaelis)

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