'Pathetic' [TsukkiYama]

Chapter 8

"You may not know it yet, but we're meant to be"

Yamaguchi's POV:

Once I got back to the gym, there were police cars everywhere. I cursed myself for taking so long and practically ran home before anyone could see me. Once I got home, I took a quick shower to get the blood off me and put my clothes to wash. After eating and all, I went off to bed.

*the next morning at school*

I was sitting in class drawing sketches of the girls I have killed when I heard Tsukki call my name. I looked up and saw his face a faint shade of red. Hw walked up to me and I waved him 'hello' with a smile. He looked away and spoke.

"Um..do you want to come over to my house today to work on homework or something?" He asked in a blush. I smiled but declined. I wrote.

'I would love to but I have to visit my mother in the hospit' I didn't get to finish writing because a loud explosion was heard and it shook the entire school. Everyone ran to the ground while Tsukki and I looked out the window in the direction the explosion was heard. I stared wide eyed as I saw what building was destroyed.

"M-mother..." I whispered. Luckily, Tsukki didn't hear me. I looked out the door, the hallways were packed with students trying to get out of the school. There's no time for me to crowd in there with them, I'm gonna have to go my own way. I jump onto the window framed and was about to jump, but I felt two arms pull me down. I turned my head around and gave the person a deadly glare but I stopped once o noticed it was Tsukki.

"Yamaguchi, what are you thinking!?" He yelled at me through other student's screams. I decided it's best not to talk yet so I grabbed a piece of paper and pencil from the desk and explained to him in the quickest way possible.

'My mother is in that hospital. I'm going to check if she's alright. This is the fastest way I can get to her without all the other students running and screaming. I love her, I can't lose her too!' I wrote down. As he picked up the paper to read it, I jumped. I ran as fast as I could in the direction of the hospital. I heard footsteps approach me and someone call my name.

"Yamaguchi, wait!" Tsukki called. I didn't exactly stop, I just slowed down my pace for him to catch up. I thought he was going to continue running with me but instead he gripped my left wrist. I looked at him. I didn't even notice I was crying until I felt the tears drip from my face. I was honestly terrified.

"Let me come with you. You don't know what might happen, the murderer could be behind this" he spoke while gripping my left hand tighter. I nodded even though I knew the 'murderer' wasn't behind this. As long as he doesn't feel forced, I don't mind. We ran to the collapsing building and I saw blood everywhere. I ran over to the people who made it out alive and immediately began looking for my mother.

*3 hours later*

Tadashi's mother was found dead

"Yamaguchi, holding her like that won't bring her back" said Tsukki as I cried silently while holding part of her dead corpse in the ruble left over from the explosion. Who the hell did this? Why would someone do this? My beautiful mother is now cut in half with her intestines hanging out. Dried up blood on her white hospital gown. Her once beautiful shiny hair black now messed up, and full of building pieces. I caressed her cheek like she did mine, more tears fell down my face. I then felt two arms wrap around me. I pushed him off and put my head on my mother's chest. I'd honestly kill to have a hug from him but I couldn't feel anything but sadness at the moment. I felt him nudge me with something. I looked up to see him handing me a pen and post-it notes. Where did he get these? I gave him a confused look as I set mother's body down.

"I-uh-always carry these around now. Just in case you want to say something but don't have paper or a pen..." He admitted. I smiled lightly and wrote something down.

'Thank you. I should be going home now. Thanks for coming with me even though it was for nothing' I wrote. He read it as I stood up. He grabbed my wrist and stopped me from leaving. He blushed.

"W-wait. Let me come with you. I-I can't leave you alone..." He said while looking down. I used my free hand to lift his face. We had direct eye contact for a while before I nodded. I let go of his face and he turned an even deeper shade of red.

*at Yamaguchi's house*

I unlocked the door, praying that the blood and my things were hidden. I peeped in and saw everything all clear. I let him in and he looked around in awe.

"You're house is so clean and white, how do you keep it stable without your mother?" He said amused. I gave a dorky smile and shrugged. Since he was here, I grew a weird feeling. A feeling of wanting and lust. I bit my lip to stop myself from thinking dirty thoughts. I pulled out the pen and post-it notes he have me and wrote something down.

'So...what do you want to do?' I asked. He read it then looked at me. He mustn't have known he was staring because I snapped my fingers and he flinched. He looked at the note and blushed. He's so hot when he's nervous. Wonder how he'd look like underneath me. I wonder how he would sound. I wonder...

"I don't think you should be left alone at a time like this, and i don't know any other way of comforting you so I guess I could try to help you sleep, you definitely need the rest. Where's your room?" He asked. Perfect. I nodded and motioned for him to follow me. We went into my room and I noticed him close the door. I questioned his sudden action by giving him a confused look. He quickly then pinned my arms against the door. I was honestly confused. I looked up and gave him another questioning look. He immediately pulled away and began apologizing. This came as a surprise to me, considering I wanted to initiate everything. His phone suddenly rang, he answered it.

"Hey mom. Yeah...I'm at a friend's house. Well, maybe-...okay...I'll be there soon, then." He hung up without giving a goodbye. I stood there, my face still flushed. He sighed.

"Sorry about that...actually, sorry about everything...I'm gonna go.." He said awkwardly as he left. I was about to call out to him, to tell him to wait, but I didn't want 'wait' to be on his wrist, so I just let him go. I put my fingers on my lips and smiled once I knew he was gone.

"You got lucky this time Tsukki. Next time, I'll be the one making you moan"

Later brats ♪~ ᕕ(ᐛ)ᕗ