its the next day... and im still asleep, i told Damian that i wanted to skip school today, last night so he let me sleep in...
when i awake i look around to see im lying in Damian bed...."Damian?" i call out knowing that he skipped as well... i hear foot steps coming towards the door and it creeks open... i sit up in the bed realizing im only wearing my bra and underwear...i look up at Damian who had come into the room he hes only wearing some jeans and no shirt......
"s-so we actually did that last night?" i ask him while looking down..."yeah we did, im guessing i was your first?" he asks..."i mean the way you moan sounded like you wer---" i cut him off not wanting him to re-tell me anything...'yes you were my first..." i blurt out with my head down... i didnt know how i felt right now, im sure if i wanted it to happen, i mean the way he touched me i couldn't help my self but want more of that... i can feel the heat rushing to my cheeks when i think about everything that happened last night..
."taylor...' he say my name witch brings be back to reality... i look up at him and feel his weight push on the bed as he sits next to me..."y-yeah?" i ask him and leans in and kisses me and i freeze, like i cant move even though just last night i gave him my everything...."whats wrong? did you not want to lose your self to me like that?" he asks ..."thats not it..theres something else on my mind....' i tell him and he seems to be worried...
"like what?" he asks and i tense up not wanting to tell him...."taylor... please"....i finelly give in..."are you just using me for blood?" i ask him bluntly and he looks into my eyes before kissing me.. i put my hands on his chest trying to push him away but my strength level is no where near his....when he pulls away he speaks..."i love you.. and i want to help you, i want you to be mine and your blood is sweet and has goodness in it... please dont ever think im using you..." .....i dont know what to say.. this boy loves me.. but to be completely honest i dont know what love is..i let my head drop down and i stare at my trembling hands...
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Dark love
مصاص دماءTaylor Alison goes to school at east gorge high school and she has a secret.... Shes depressed, she self harms, no one knows what she's hiding except one... A boy named james who's has a secret as well, he's a vampire and the one thing he desires is...
