How can it be that you so close physically yet so far emotionally?
Your touch , your skin even your breath makes me feel so safe and that I belong with you in your arms.
Yet you tell me not to get my hopes for the future , you tell me you won't tell your friends for me but it's really for you.
I love you , god I love you so much it hurts me when you do the littlest thing yet I'm trapped.
Because without your smile , your scent without You I am nothing anymore.
But don't make me feel alone , don't make me feel I can't call you , don't make me feel I can't randomly turn up at your home which in the future I hope to be ours.
Don't make me fall in love with you time and time again then hurt me , please.
I may look like steel but inside I feel , I beat and I sing don't hurt me.
More Importantly don't reduce me to loneliness for your own insecurities.
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Ignorant kisses
Short StoryA series of notes about love and how it's pain can feel worse than the good of it.
