My Transgender Journey part 2

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Part two
I tell her that I hate to wear boy's clothes and I want to change my room just like Eva room
I tell her that i am but my mom just laugh she tell me that I am too young to understand my own feelings
She hug me and tell me that everything will be fine soon
I am glad that she always there for me
Until my dad come and talk with me,I guess my mom already tell him everything
My dad seems a little bit disappointed
He asked me to stop thinking nonsense things
I try to make him understand but he just don't care about that,he ask me to stop
It's hurts me so much... and I start thinking maybe my dad is right I should stop
But... I just can't...Until one day I wear Eva dress and show in front mom and dad
Dad was so angry on me and he asked me to change my cloth or he will punished me
But mom asked my dad to stop yelling on me
I was so mad and my mom try to calm me down
She tell me that she will figure out how to help me
I was happy that she try to understand me
My dad is a cop... He wasn't happy with what happened
Until few weeks past by
My mother died in a car accident,I have lost her forever and I still cannot forget the days
She loved me,my brother,my sister and my dad so much
... The biggest fear in my life finally come,I lost someone who really care and understand me the most

The pressure of remembering had been taken from me,because there was no longer anyone to remember with. It's felt like losing your coremberer

Part 3 coming up soon

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