It All Started In California/Cameron Dallas/

Opportunity where are you?

"I keep checking my e -mail account if there's a message I've been waiting in my entire life to receive. I actually, applied for a scholarship abroad. It's always been my dream, and always will be my dream. I am just a simple Senior High School Student, I'll go to college next year,but I want to experience one year of crazy stuffs to venture with. I am Not popular in the campus, I don't have bunch of friends like other sassy girls do. Why I want to study abroad? Simple, because it is always been a dream come true for me to be an exchange student. Switch places, meet new friends, discover new terrain and stuffs. I feel so out of place in where I am spending my 12 hours of my life. At School. So by this coming school year, I have this thought on studying outside our border. It may come true or not. But, I always have FAITH that it will, the reason why I keep on checking my e mail. "

Nah. I'm talking to the mirror again. I don't know in the world why I am doing this over and over. Day dreaming about that travel, and sort of stuffs. I don't want this to remain a dream. I want it somehow to be finally set into reality.

I lived somewhere in Southeast Asia. So probably, I'm an Asian. Philippines, you name it. My name's kinda rare. My parents named me as Elocin, which is the reason I blame them until now because I keep on insisting that it should be Nicole, instead of Elocin. They just spelled it backwards they say so that it will not sound as common as colds. So that's it. I'm Elocin Kane. When I was in kindergarten, I was teased by my classmate that I am too sweet to eat. I was so confused. Why? Then one day, my bestfriend Kira approached me and asked me why my parents' lastname is an ornament in a Christmas tree.

A CANDY CANE. CANE.

Yes, CANE.

I went home crying carrying my little backpack. I ended up scolding my Mom why Dad's lastname is a candy. They explained to me everything. They told me that my classmates were wrong because the true spelling of a candy which is clearly a cane,

is C-A-N-E not K-A-N-E.

I started to realized everything was wrong, so I decided when I'll be entering a school in high school, I'll select the best people to sit with and best teachers to listen with and of course, the best environment to live with. Atleast One Year.

So by the time, I'll be passing that scholarship, I'll be leaving in a jiffy, still don't know where they will send me. I put it all in God's hands anyway.