Hopeless

I had enough

Why did it lead to this? Why did it hurt so much? A world filled with emotion, joy and mystery. A tale of a boy whose life is a living nightmare.
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Naruto's POV 3 years later
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Today's the day we get into teams and meet our new sensei. I got up from my bed and walk to the bathroom to brush my teeth and I noticed my knife was out from yesterday. I was practicing my aim but this sudden urge took over and I sliced my arm leaving a scar and blood dripping to the floor. I sliced about four more times having five new scars on my arm. I wrap my arm and clean up the blood and take a shower. Once I got out I got dressed and had a small cup of Ramen. When I finished I walked to the Academy and got there in my new seat in the back of the classroom when the bell rang. I noticed Sasuke staring but I don't really care. And then iruka sensei started calling out teams. Then came team seven Naruto U., Sakura H., and Sasuke U. I sat there while I saw Sakura cheering to Ino that she got Sasuke. I looked over to Sasuke and find him having a annoyed face on while staring at Sakura. I looked back at iruka sensei and listen to him say the rest of the teams. I see Sasuke out of the corner of my eye him smiling at me. Why is Sasuke smiling at me? I feel creeped out so I focused back at iruka sensei. Iruka sensei started telling us to go have lunch and come back to meet our new sensei. The bell ring for class to be over so I got up until someone grabbed my arm. I turned around to see some other classmates. What do you want? I asked in my emotionless cold voice and staring at them saying if you're messing with me I'll kill you look. They looked scared but one of the boys pushed me up against the wall and grabbed my shirt. We heard you're a demon, a monster so why are you here then? Shouldn't you be dead? I punch the kid in the face making him fall to the floor knocked out. The rest of the boys looked at me and said, it's true, he is a monster! And they ran away. I saw Sasuke still at the door and I jump out the window and go to the roof, jumping from one room to another making my way home. I ran to my apartment and open the door running to the bathroom locking the door. I picked up my knife and started slicing seeing the color red everywhere. I look down at my arms to see five scars on my left arm and seven on my right. I bandage it up and clean the blood from the sink and counter.