Welp, its 11:11 at night and I can say that I wont be wishing for my prince charming or my dream come true.. why? Because it will never happen for me.
I wonder what would happen if I died tonight. Slit my wrists and say goodbye, one last and final time. Would people cry, and blame themselves? Or would they sit there and say that it was all for show? Would they act like they were my best friends and that we did all these amazing things together? Or would they be honest with themselves and realized that they never actually cared?
Its come down to the fact that im so numb that I can't even fall asleep like I used too. The only thing that has changed is the fact that once im asleep, I stay that way until my alarm blaring "Headstrong" by Trapt starts playing. When im feeling like this though the song that comes to mind goes like this...
"I tear my heart open, I sew myself shit. My weakness is that I care to much. Our scars remind us that the past is real, I twar my heart open just to feel."
Thats Scars by Papa Roach in case you didnt know... I dont know what else to write.. I'll update again soon.. bye..
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Those Nights When I can't sleep.
Non-FictionRandom entries about what I think about when I can't sleep at night.
