Give Me Your Hand (Larry/Ziall)

The Druggie part two

*phone vibrates on my counter and fall to the floor*

Ugh this kid was seriously getting on my nerves. Constantly calling and texting and just bothering me.

"Hello!" I said snatching the phone from the floor.

"Are you mad at me?" Harry's voice came through the phone. "You've been ignoring my texts and you're always saying you're busy when I call." He said softly.

"Why does it matter? You were a one night stand man." I said, my voice rising with my temper.

"But I thought-" He started.

"Thought what? That we were dating or something?" I cut him off.

"I thought we were." His voice trailed off.

"What in the world gave you that idea?" I asked with a major attitude.

"You did." He replied. I flew up in bed and pulled my phone from my ear. I just stared at it for a few seconds before putting it back to my ear.

"I did?" I asked softly. "When?"

"After we had sex, before we fell asleep." He told me.

"Aww man I'm sorry. I say that to a lot of people I have sex to." I said in all honesty.

"So we're not together?" He asked. I shook my head then realized he totally couldn't see me.

"No sir." I told him.

"Oh okay then." He said.

"But we can be friends." I told him.

"Okay."

"With benefits?"

"Sure." He sounded lifeless. It started to bother me some.

"Do you want me to come over?" I asked quietly.

"No, I'm good." He told me before hanging up on me. I frowned at my phone. That was mean of him. But since when did anyone control Louis? Never that's answer.

I pressed my playlist on my Mac and Lana Del Ray's voice flowed from my speakers, filling the room.

"Blue jeans. White shirt. Walked into the room you know you made my eyes burn. It was like James Dean, for sure. You so fresh to death & sick as ca-cancer." She sung.

I let the words flow through my mind. It was an intoxicating song that wrapped me up in the threads of its lyrics. I was trapped in it's web and visions of him flowed into my head.

I looked at myself in the mirror. I was wearing a small v cut black t-shirt that showed off my body and my tattoo. I read it in the mirror "It is what it is". I smiled and looked at my skinny jeans that were cut off before my ankles. They showed off my arse which I liked. I opened the drawer and grabbed a pair of black suspenders. Then her voice reached me again.

"I will love you till the end of time. I would wait a million years. Promise you'll remember that you're mine. Baby can you see through the tears? Love you more. Than those bitches before. Say you'll remember, oh baby, say you'll remember oh baby ooh. I will love you till the end of time." Lana's voice drifted through the room.

I wasn't sure why her words were affecting me. I grabbed my phone and sent a text to the person I knew would have a good answer.

Me: What does it mean when words from Blue Jeans makes you think of a person? *sent*

I waited a few seconds before my phone vibrated in my hand. I knew he'd text back instantly.

Liam: The song by Lana Del Ray? *rec ieved*