(C) o l o r b l i n d.

Im order.

Your name is Dirk strider and you have been in the woods for a week.
Np one has found you yet as you sit loathing and withering in your self pity.
How disgusting.
Your boyfriend has been calling your name every night louder and louder, sometimes you think he's getting closer to you.
But you are indeed wrong.
You sit on this log wondering how you got so lucky and how things got to be this way.
You don't want to hurt Jack.
And if you loose control again you're afraid you'll hurt Jake.
The glare you got from them both split your heart into two.
One piece was beating and alive, and the other like you.
Stone.
Cold.
You don't notice that your boyfriend is behind you,
You sit there and curl up, bringing your knees to your forehead and you start today sob again.
How pathetic.
But then you hear jakes voice
"Hey Dirk...
Will you please come home?"
And you turn around, eyes red and puffy.
You want to run but your feet are glued to the ground. So all you can do is,
Stand.
"J-Jake?"
How sad, you can't even speak that well.
He grabs your hand and brings you closer to him,
"It's okay."
And your world gets darker and quieter,
As his voice lulls you to sleep.