WHEN HE'S BACK AGAIN

CHAPTER 7-The wrong decision

           I'm woking down the stairs and while I'm woking down I sow him smiling at me and I think that his telling me to walk closer to him and then I walk closer to him but when ever I step he disappeared when I'm closer to him and I  hear his little voice that I am the only one that can hear what his saying

"i will always love you,mary sofia forever I will"

          After he say that words he disappeare just like a bubble all its left its his photo in a one picture frame I touch his face in the picture frame and then my tears suddenly go out in my two eyes I all ready know but I can't believe that his died,JL is died
MARY:his died mary sofia!just accept the fact that he will never come back..move on Mary sofia!move on

          Move on? is this the solution for everything I could be with him if I move on?is he will be back when I know how to move on?why is everybody telling me to start  moving on?are they accepting that thing that you don't know how to start all over.Again it might be easy to say but definitely hard to do.i mean is hard to move on

MARY:i love you JL,i will always do and it will always be

          They say he died they said he will never come back.i didn't believe them.i was stubborn and hard and still he is invisible,i can't believe he died I didn't saw his pale face inside his coffin or is it just because I didn't come to visit him?i keep asking to his parents but nobody answers me.they always says that I need to accept and face the reality that he is not here beside me anymore.how can I accept such conclusion when his mother wouldn't even their to speak up?
MARY:is he really died
MARKE:tsk.how much do I have to tell you that his gone...move on
LUKE:marke is right you have to
JAKE:they say you should face the reality
MARY:then why does his mother won't allowed me to see him on his coffin
MARKE:you know what this is nothing to go on.i have to go I have date
LUKE:me two
JAKE:me three
MARY:and you too(looking at Frankie)
FRANKIE:nope,i have part-time job
          This is always the scene between brothers and me we are always fighting and shouting I each other sow I came up an Idea
MARY:uhmm..can I go to school(i see my brothers shocking faces)
LUKE:of course you don't have to ask(smile)
MARKE:i see the moving on is working
JAKE:I'm proud to you sis
FRANKIE:know matter what happen where here for you
MARY:thanks guys(smile and hug)

NEXT DAY.........

          Sometimes I want to follow you and sometimes I want to be with you.one night I am here in my room.i was alone in the dark room.i badly wanted to see you but my brothers always say that your dead.i grabbed the rope and I was already struggling to hang my self.This is it,but then all my brothers came inside
LUKE:what do you think your doing?! Do you think everything will be alright when your dead(angry)
MARY:he's dead so I guess I have to follow him
MARKE:Follow him?Bullshit!please mary,we are here please don't do this to your own brothers
JAKE:marke is right you don't have to do this to your own we know that you love him,think about sis when your gone what will happen to us(sad face)
FRANKIE:i am so disappointed on you mary to all of my siblings you our the intelligent one,do you think the smartest one would do that..think about it,we will leave for now so don't do some reckless okey(umalis na sila)

          I forgot I have my siblings,when they when outside I was crying all alone.this is the stupidest thing that I have done for my entire life,i all most kill myself luckily my brothers came if not may be I was gone for good.what I'm may thinking to commit suicide yesterday everything was all right but right now I don't know what got in me.i don't know who I am anymore what should I do:-(

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