i can't see your cute smiles.
i can't see your adorable giggles.
i can't see your grins anymore.
again.
different.
yes you're different now.
why i think you've changed?
you've became more rude.
didn't finish your works, being scolded, not even focus in class.
THAT'S NOT YOU.
should i help you? do you need my help?
just tell me okay. just tell me—
i will try.
i'm—okay.
i'm okay.
i just miss you jungkook, the old— one.
caira wiped her tears quickly with her thumb before shuffling out a packet of tissues from her pocket sweater.
tears kept trickling down on her cheeks even she tried to avoid. it was just couldn't stop. she kept sobbing as she took out a bottle of pills from her drawer. then she swallowed a few of them, closing her eyes calmly.
she ran her hands, patting her chest continuosly; hardly afterwards landed her head slowly on her study table. still crying.
it's so hard jungkook.
so hard.
