monster | namjoon

2 | 괴물

i had no control over myself.
day by day, i didn't know what i was turning into.

sometimes, i just look at myself in the mirror, and think that it would be better if i were dead.

everyone in this world, especially you, would not have to suffer anymore. once again,

you were the one who made me suffer.

but then guess what? not anyone has the courage to suicide,

and i was a coward.