Chapter 19

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Blueberry's POV

I woke up, but not beside Shane. Or in my bed. The room I was in stunk so bad it made me want to throw up.

I remembered what happened last night, Shane hit me and had me by my throat.

What has gotten into him? He never hit me before,not even when he kidnapped me.

I tried to get up but failed since I was tied to a chair "Shane!" Why are you calling him when he just hit you? Oh yeah, you love him, it's an instinct

Shane came into the room "you're awake," he closed the door behind him "Baby, I-" he didn't let me finish, he put his hand up to stop me "I don't want to hear how sorry you are Blueberry"

For some reason all that hope I had left to get out of here, has just abandoned me.

He walked towards me and once he was at a certain distance, he punched me in the stomach. I screamed out in pain "Shane! Please stop!"

He kept hitting me for the next hour. I wish I wasn't even born. How could he turn into such a hateful person?..

Since I couldn't walk or even get up, Shane carried me bridal style to our room. He ran me a bath and treated all my wounds.

After he gave me a bath I put on one of his t shirts and pants. I probably look like a potato but it's ok.

"I'll be back in an hour. Stay here while I'm gone. Do not leave this room" like I can even walk

He left and I started to cry. I can't believe I love him. That's the sad thing... I love him

But I don't want to be in a place where I get beat every single day. That's why I left home when I was 16 and my parents never had a way to contact me.

I crawled over to the door only to find it locked "Son of a bitch" I looked at the dresser "that's my only escape"

I walked over to the dresser and grabbed Shane's Remington 1911 R1 Stainless, Semi-automatic pistol

I walked over to the dresser and grabbed Shane's Remington 1911 R1 Stainless, Semi-automatic pistol

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A/N: Isn't it beautiful? I think I may cry

I sat back down on the bed and wrote a letter for Jessica
Dear Jess,
You're my BestFriend and I love you so much but some things are stronger than love. Shane beat me, almost to death and I can't live in a house where i get beat.. not again.
I hope you understand why I did this. It was to protect myself from Shane and anyone else who may want me...
Love Blueberry xox

I set the note down and preased the pistol to my head. The last thing I ever seen was the best, I got to see my BestFriend.

Just as I was about to pull the
trigger she shouted "Blue No!" *BANG*







Sorry you guys but I had to finish this book, I brought back too many memories while writing this and it pains me to keep writing it. princess_olivia_here if you want to kill me, have fun because top don't know where I live.
toocuteforyou420 I love you and you can beat me next time in see you😂

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