Why?
Seriously why?
Why is this happening to me?
Can no one see?
Everything that happens, everything going through my brain
goes right through my soul
and causes pain
I wish I could just end it
Just let it go
But I can't
'Cause my heart is screaming: "NO!"
I'm always nice to people
They're not always nice back
Some of them
have me closed in a sack
They toss me around
And think it's okay
They never seem to stop
No matter what I say
When I finally get out
I'm torn to pieces
and I say: "I'm sorry"
Because I am
But for what?!
I'm sorry for hurting you
I'm sorry for coming back
I'M SORRY FOR BEING DRAGGED TO THAT DUMB OLD SACK!!!
I'm sorry for existing
I'm sorry for being me
I'm sorry for everything you've done
But I shouldn't be sorry
You should be
Because if there's one single person I'm hurting
It's me
YOU ARE READING
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RandomRandom shit about my life. First 31 chapters = A somewhat lamely written book about my life. Chapter 32 and forward = trying to be easier to understand.
