If It's Meant To Be - Part 3

Chapter 994

Bailey's POV
"Mamá , tengo que decirte algo muy importante..."
(Mum I need to tell you something really important..."
"sí?"
I took a deep breath "
Me autolesiones"
(I self harm)
She gasped covering her mouth and her eyes started to water.
"¿por qué?"
(why?)
"Porque, me odio tanto , todo esto con el papá realmente me ha jodido ; disculpen mi lenguaje"
(Because I hate myself so much, this whole thing with dad has really fucked me up; excuse my language)
Tears started to stream down her face and I couldn't look at her any longer
"Lo Siento"
(I'm sorry)
She shook her head, still in shock
"Déjame ver" (Let me see)
I rolled up my sleeve revealing my cuts and scars and she just looked as shocked as ever.
"Does Skyler know?" she asked me and I nodded
"What did she say?"
"She cried but she does help me a lot, I trashed my whole room the other day and when I fell asleep she tidied up for me and everything. I even accidentally smashed a picture of her and one of me and her and she is still by my side. I kinda nearly hurt her aswell, like I was so angry and she came near me and I grabbed but I let go realising what I had done. Mum; I'm really messed up" I said looking down at my feet.
She was crying buckets now but she came over and hugged me really tight
"te amo" (I love you)
"también te amo" (I love you too)
She pulled away and wiped her tears "Bailey, if you ever need to talk, you know I'm here for you"
"sí" I nodded my head and then went upstairs to my room.
I laid back on my bed and my eyes started to sting with tears.
I tried to fight them back but they fell anyways. I sat up and wiped them away, not that it made a difference, they just continued to fall anyways. I put my phone on silent and slid it in my back pocket before standing up an going to the bathroom.

Skyler's POV
When I finished in the shower and making sure my hair was still straight, I slumped on my bed and picked up my phone ready to call Bailey.
I called once.
No answer.
I called again.
No answer.
I called once more.
No answer.
Maybe he's sleeping...
I pray to God he's sleeping-

Bailey's POV
"Shit shit shit" I said looking down at the blood running out my arm at 100mph
WTF!
I turned the tap on and washed the blood away but it kept coming and it wouldn't stop.
Ahhh what to do..?
Maybe I should just leave it and wait for myself to bleed out and die. That would make me feel so much more better.
Relaxed even.
Alone.
Hmm, ahh my mum wouldn't be able to cope.
I'm her only child -
Her son...
Skyler-
Ahhh idek what she would do...

I picked up a towel and applied pressure to the cut and walked back into the room.
I went to my mums room and knocked on the door.
"sí?" she replied and I walked in.
She looked at me and I think she saw the blood seeping from the towel.
"BAILEY!" she jumped out of bed
"Lo siento, I can't help it, I- I'm sorry; I think I cut too deep, there's so much blood and I feel light headed"
She made me take a seat as she picked up her phone and dialled what I think was 999. I started feeling sleepy and like I wanted to sleep and before I knew it; there was complete silence and all I could see was black.