Caged

HIDDEN TRUTH

Life is supposed to be easier then this...
There shouldn't be so much that a 13 year old girl should miss ...
The beginning of her life was butterflies and daisies, dress up and crowns with her princess lacey gowns...
Lots of love and laughter, hugs and kisses and ballerina twirling threw the living room.
Bed time stories, everything a girl could dream, peaceful life with no worries.
Her mama was her hero and her every dream of being, looked upon her beauty like she really was a queen. She shined in her shadow tucked safe under her wing.
Her mama saw in her blue bright eyes the very same thing.
Her daughter was her savour, she lived and breathed her life.
Destiny was that baby girl the gift that God let save her...
Daddy wasn't a fair man and breaking mama's spirit was the only thing that pleased him even if it also hurt me.
You can never tame a wild horse the spirit of her beauty is never again the same.
Some things in this world are never meant to be owned and forever kept.
The things that made him love her he hated in the end. He wanted no one else to see her beauty and grace, the bright light in her that shined liked diamonds thru her eyes he slowly killed it dead.
Until tears replaced the joy in her soul. Her untamed free spirit was his new hunting tag trophy goal.
He followed her everywhere watched her from her window. Creeping in the dark shadows looking thru his scope. Night vision acracy he details her every move to the txt he sent her phone.
If he can't have her no one will. He no longer wanted her love it was just another hunting season, he simply wanted his trophy kill.
He took away all he could, everything she loved one by one day by day.
Her cries only brought him laughter.
Caging her free spirit, making her feel only loss and pain is all he is ever after.
Mama found away to break down the cage, she found a way free...
It came with a cost x3, when she saw she could run oh she ran so far from the grasp of his hate and I was so hurt and still can't understand why she left me.
She says it wasn't a choice she made that he gave her papers that meant she couldn't have us and that was a new way to hurt her deeper then he ever did before. His new way to breaking her spirit was to break her by breaking me.
The light that shined so bright is barley at a glow. Mama's eyes don't twinkle anymore I see my own eyes looking just as dole.
Separated the only love I've ever known. It's been years since he took me cause now I'm almost grown.
Mama's soul is just as lost as every story she has written has told.
I lay down every night and the tears touch my pillow because my heart still holds on to the memories of her all the way until I was 9 years old. I know a love that shined threw her was real once before.. I know in my heart what loves supposed to be because my mama showed me... I saw mama dance with grace shining like her crown... Daddy's new wife is dark and ugly inside always puts me down...
She sees my mama's beauty reflect threw me and can't stand it.. no matter how many swings of her belt or how much I'm smacked around I'll always be my mama's princess.
You will never strip me of my crown.. Lacyella your spirit is to dark and cruel to possess even half the beauty that we do.
I'll never want to be like you and daddy. I WASN'T BORN DESTINED FOR HELL LIKE THE TWO OF YOU AND YOU CAN'T MAKE ME.
As long as birds still sing and the stars still shine my Mama's love is still holding on to mine.

To be continued..