CHAPTER 6: STUDENTS BALL

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Today is the day!

After all those festival preparations, here we are now preparing ourselves for the after Ball.

I don't have a date. We'll its okay, I don't need one. Though many were trying to invite me as their date but I decline them all. I only want one person to invite me, but it so happened he already have someone. It stings a little but I just set it aside. Theres no room for bad vibes here. I am here to enjoy and I need to enjoy.!

As I arrived, I've notice how all eyes set on me, maybe because at this very moment I let myself be on its best form. I let my ate turn me into a princess.

I am searching for someone's black pair of eyes.
'Duh! Bakit ko ba yun hinahanap!' Me talking to myself .

Hinanap ko ang best friend Kong lukaret, and here she is talking basketball's team captain Louie.

''Leee! Waaaaahhh ang ganda mo! Manang mana ka talaga sa 'kin. Hihihi."

" whatever! By  the way, why are you talking to Louie is there something ive missed out? Are you two?...

"Leee!"
"What?! And why are you blushing? Is he courting you?!"
"Of course not! We-were just making friends, that's it!" Defensive nyang sagot.
"Really? Akeyyy..(¬‿¬)(;一_一)
"Lee naman ehh!\(>o<)/"
"What? Nag agree na ako dba?" Walang gana Kong sagot.

I roam my eyes, only to see couples being so sweet. Arrggghh! Why does this people exists!
Argg! I went to our table and grab a drink. Yeah our school allows us to drink, but just wine.

Kahit na nasusuka ako sa mga taong sobrang nag sweetan, di ko nalang pinansin kasi i want to see kung kumusta ang pinaghirapan naming venue. Di man siya ganun ka gara, pero eleganteng elrgante tingnan. Hihi na paproud ako sa sarili ko at sa mga kasama ko ( ´ ▽ ' )ノ( ´ ▽ ' )ノヽ(^o^)丿ヽ(^o^)丿

The party started, malapit na ngang matapos pero di ko pa rin nakikita yung unggoy na yon! Ayytt! Ano ba! Bat ko ba yun hinahanap! Kainis!

I decided na lumabas muna and suminghap ng sariwang hangin. Yeah, after all mag isa lng ako. Bwes*t! Bakit ba im feeling so down! Its been two weeks since we broke up. I know im so broke its just that i dont want them to notice how miserable I am. Ayaw kong isipin ng walanghiyang yun na kawalan siya. Kasi Oo! Kawalan talaga siya. He's like a brother to me, an adviser. But it seems na kulang ako para sa kanya, kulang na kulang. Naikuyom ko ang mga kamay ko, yung tipong halos bumaon na ang sarili kong kuko sa mga palad ko.

"Heyy! Bakit ka umiiyak Ms. Pres?"
"Umi...y-ak, what?" I touch my face, and what the f*ck!
"Hindi ahh! Napuwing lng ako!"
"Wow ha! Napuwing ka lang? Talaga lng huh? Ganyan na pala epekto ng pagka puwing ngayon, namimilisbis ang mga luha. Hahahahah"

Bwesit na unggoy! Sakalin ko kaya to! And fucked to myself, why am i even crying!? And of all people bakit sya pa! Isa sa mga kinaiinisan ko! Arggh!

"Oyy! Baka matunaw ako ha! Alam kung gwapo ako pero wag naman ganyan makat---tig . arraayy! Bat ka ba nambabatok?!"

"Then dont make fun of me you asshole!"
"Im not making fun of you lady! Im just trying to give you some humor para gumaan ang loob mo!"
"Whatever!"
"Aba! Ganyan ka pala magpsalamat, human.."
"Dhev! Andito ka lang pala. Come on lets dance!"
Pheww! Kala mo sinong maganda! Tssk. Maganda nmn talaga. Kainis ha! At ito namang unggoy na to kung makatitig! Umalis na ako bago nya pa ko mapansin. Naiinis talaga ako. As in.
"Loreen, you look good tonight, sure!" And give that bitch a smile. Pero ako kanina di man lng pinuri!😈😈😈😈

I went to the schools garden and listen to the music coming from the party. Its a romantic song, no wonder Loreen ask that unggoy To dance..

I close my eyes for a moment I felt someone sit beside me, but i dont care. Nag rerelax ako. But theres something bothering me about the person's scent beside me.. It seems to be his perfume.. Shit. Lee! Stop it!

"Lee."
Jasper!(TT)
"What are you doing here!" Still not opening my eyes. I dont want to see his face.
"I'm sorry, i didnt mean t--"
Hindi ko napigilan ang sarili ko at nasampal sya.
"Sorry? What do you think will that sorry can do to ease the pain i am feeling? How can that sorry mend my heart? P*ta Jas! Ang sakit-sakit tas sasabihin mo sa aking sorry!"
"I didnt mean to, its just that sya ang palaging andyan kapag kailangan ko ng makakasama."
"Bakit ako hindi? Isang tawang mo nga lang im all there just for you tas sasabihin mong kailangan mo ng makakasama?!"
"You dont get my point Lee! I just got tired of our set up, i wanted to be near you all the time, i wanted to have you just for myself. But i cant. We're too far from each other. I still love you Lee but i cant fight the longingness that i am feeling Lee, thats why i needed to let you go. I know ang babaw ko. Pero hindi ko talaga kaya, baka pag pinagpatuloy ko, kidnappin kita. Hahaha" joking while crying. Gosh! I dont want to see him cry!

"Just leave me alone Jas." Napasinghap sya but still manage to spoke .
"Thank you, and I love you!"
"I dont need your words, just leave!"

I close my eyes so tight while shedding tears. But i never expect  that hell kiss me, a long kiss that bids goodbye. I hug him real tight.. Until he broke the kiss and leave me in tears..(T^T)(T^T)(T^T)

Alam kong masakit but i need to stand my ground and calm myself. Wala na ako sa mood para sa party so pumasok ako sa venue and searched for Loisa para magpaalam.

"Ms. Pres, anong nangyari, bakit ka umiiyak?" Dheven, hindi ko siya pinansin and walked passed him, pero hinigit nya ang braso ko.
"Fucked! Speak up! What happened?"
"Why do you care?" I answer him plainly. He looked hurt. Or maybe i just got the wrong expression.
"Nothing" he answered in a very cold way. At umalis na ipinagkibit balikat ko lang. There i saw Loisa who looks surprised upon seeing me. Pero hindi ko na siya pinagsalita at humalik sa pisngi nya and says good bye. And without any word. Umuwi na ako..
I know ill be sleeping with tears in my eyes..

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