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Yn pov
I don't know what happened all I know is I seen the word negative I was crying with tears of joy the paper said my symptoms could be because I have a yeast infection which is caused by bacteria in the external area y'all don't know but I'm so freaking happy not happy about infection happy about not having stds while I was crying chres looked so confused poor baby
"Baby what's wrong"
He picked me up off the floor and held me at the time I couldn't say anything due to the fact I was crying so much he was so confused but yet he comforted me that's one thing I love about him he's so loving patient and caring
After about ten minutes I calmed down a whole lot he carried me to the bed while I just held on to his now soaking wet shirt he rubbed little circles on my lower back knowing that calms me down loving
"You wanna talk about it"
No
A/N:the italics will be the point of views and/or thoughts
"Yeah"
"You don't have to talk if you not ready"
Patient
"No I'm ready"
"Ok I'm all ears"
Caring,I told you
"Well you you remember the day when I was about to tell you something but you were arrested,"
I gulped
"Well,when Trevor kidnapped me he let people rape me and shit..."
"Mmhmmmm"
He said signaling me to keep going
"Well they did it raw and I thought I had something because of the burning and itching and odor from the discharge. While you were in jail I got a blood test and that's what the big envelope was I said it was nothing because I wasn't sure if I had something or not and if I did i didn't want you to find out that way with you just getting out of jail and everything.
But when I read it,it said negative the symptoms is just from a yeast infection which is caused by bacteria.i was crying because I was so happy especially because I wasn't pregnant I don't think I'm stable enough right now to be pregnant"
I let out a breadth of relief because I finally told him and idk what he gonna say but all I know is I'm happy and he should be too i sat there and waited for his response I was more nervous then ever because it was a possibility of me having something which I didn't but there shouldn't have been a possibility
"Chres?"
He just got up and walked away at that very moment all I wanted to do was cry I lost the last person that actually cared about me but I really don't understand why he's mad at me he act like I chose to sleep with them and raw at that I don't know what I'm doing with my self
I heard the door downstairs slam so yeah he's mad I got up and and turned on the water in the tub as hot as I can get it I stopped up the tub when the water got all the way to the top I cut it off stripping from my clothes and putting them in the hamper I stepped in cursing to my self from how hot the water was but I didn't care I put my whole body in and just sat there
