Mark's POV
when I arrived at America. I rode a taxi to my dorm.
when I arrived there I went inside at it was big!
"Oh. are you Mark Tuan? I'm your new dorm mate, Kim Namjoon" he said in English
"It's okay man, we can speak Korean I came from korea" I said in English and he smiled
Oh. he had dimples. cute but Jinyoung was 1000x cuter.
"Uh? Mr. Tuan your crying. you okay?"
"I already miss. him... I want to go back" I said while crying
"so.... you were forced to go here too?" he asked
what do you mean too?
"what do you mean?"
"by any chance you know Kim Seokjin?"
"yeah. he's my classmate. what about you and him?" I asked wiping my tears
"did.... did he had a boyfriend there?"
"nope. But he did have many suitors yet he doesn't entertain them, he keeps on checking and typing on his phone, in short he's always on his phone" I said
"That's good to hear then" he said that made me realize something
"wait. perhaps you two are dating?!"
"yeah. but his dad told me to stud here for the company's future. I've been here for a year though" he said
"thank goodness there is someone like me" I said then laugh
we went to my room and he helped me unpack my things
"why is there. Mark! your bleeding!"
"don't mind me. I made this myself. for him to remember me and for me to remember him" I said bitterly
"when does classes start?"
"Next month" he said
"So tiring I just graduated" I said
"Why dont ypu contact h or something?"
"No. Im not allowed to contact him. Thats on the contract" I said
"Oh. I guess Im still lucky. I can comtact him whenever I want to" He said
"Yeah." I cleaned the wound and placed a band aid on it
I laid on my bed and Namjoon cooked dinner for us
I miss him...
The next thing I knew was crying in silence.
I cant hear anything and everything was a blur.
I took my cellphone to play games but threw it on the side of the bed instead cause my wallpaper is his picture.
I stood up and went to the kitchen where namjoon is
"What is the school like?"
"Hell. Girls are everywhere" he said
This is bad....
"I dont want to study there" I said
"I'll get you the same schedule as mine"
"So your a year older than me?" I asked and he just nod
"No offence but. Sometimes we think Jin is crazy. Cause there are times he will threw his phone and cry, Laugh like a maniac and fangirl" I said
"I-I made him cry?!"
"I dont know...."
"I miss him" we said in unison
"He cant visit you can he?" I asked
"Nope"
"Jin was in tenth place" I said
"I know. He just sent me his selfie" he said
"I envy you. You can contact him whenever you want"
"Not anytime, Its also in the contract not to contact him but he was super annoying so I answered his text and calls" he said
"Thats scary.... What if his father knows?"
"He did found out. But Jin begged to his father to talk to me at least one hour a day" he said then smiled
"How lucky" I said then laugged bitterly
"Lets eat food's ready" he said then we ate.
After we ate I washed the plates and took a warm shower.
I changed into the hoodie jacket he gave me and sweatpants
I opened my laptop and cried again.
Cause my wallpaper is his sleeping photo.
I opened skype and found out Jackson is online.
I calles him and he answered immidietly
"Bro. Help me. Im thinking of killing myself..."
"Did you and bambam broke up?!"
"No. He said its not breaking up. Its called taking a break."
"Why did you two?"
"His parents knew about our real relationship and keeps on pestering us"
"Ha. Good luck. How's my Baby?"
"He looks like shit right now. Too broken and devastated"
"I wish I can talk to him"
"Too bad you cant. He's on his new room"
"They move out?"
"No. Because he was too depressed he made a memory room"
"How was it?"
"I dont know. He never let anyone enter it"
"Fighting!"
"Fighting" he said then ended the call
I closed the laptop and went to namjoon's door and knock
"Come in!"
I went inside and was amazed.
His room was full of super marios and photos.
"Ha. Too childish right?"
"No. Its really pretty. I can tell you really miss him"
"Yeah..."
"Uh... Can you please come with me tomorrow at the mall?"
"Sure, Im thinking avout buying new shoes" he said then I left his room
