"I love you." I whispered to him, he's so cute when asleep. I looked at Abby's bed still beside him, I trace over the pictures of her family she had on the wall, all of us had green skin apparently with black eyes and smiles. She saw we were always happy, she didn't see the bad she saw the good. "Good night my sweet angel." I left the bed unmade like it had always been. I picked up her back pack and saw a paper,
"I want to be just like my mummy one day, and I hope my husband is just like daddy. That's what I choose for my admire project, mummy and daddy. I know I'm adopted but I still have a loving family. I want to be famous and have big bright lights all around and everyone will call me princess, just like daddy does. I love my brothers too, no matter how annoying or stinky they are. When I sit with daddy and we just watch mummy cooking dinner, I would say 'she's so pretty' and he'd whisper, 'I know, she's beautiful just like you.' I love my family and that who I admire the most." I read out loud I didn't realize Niall was watching me, I felt hands wrap around my waist and I turned around sobbing in his arms. "It's alright, everything's ok."
We went to bed with his arms still tightly around me and I felt safer than anyone could.
*****
I woke up with one of my hands on my stomach and Niall's over mine, I looked over at his sleeping figure but he looked worried, like he had lost something. He sat up screaming, "noooo, Eleanor!" When he saw me, he looked so relieved and happy. He noticed our hands and smiled. He kissed my stomach again and again then showered me in kisses. He was adorable, I giggled as he kissed my noes. "What? What so funny huh?" He tilted his head like a little puppy smiling. His blue eyes sparkled once again, he had life back in his heart. "Time to get up we have to go to the studio."
We were at the studio and he was in the recording studio with the rest of them. They sung a verse of their new song, "she's so mean but I gotta love her, I just can't let her go, I'm so whipped on her tiny little, she's a tempting animal and I just can't let her go." I loved it already, it was different not like his old loving songs or about giving up on love. It was talking about never letting love go. I spoke into the mic, "maybe we should sing that again I'm feeling a little dancy." They laughed and I started doing the cha-cha dance, making them laugh harder. I'm glad we had a babysitter for the kids, this was fun. The only kid that was actually here was Liam's kid William who was one years old. I sat down and started playing with him as the boys spoke. "Hi William, whatcha got there?" He giggled, "lallalla!" He sung into the mic the boys let him play with, I didn't know he had turned it on though I clapped pretending to think it was good sing. "Yay! Your a great singer just like you daddy." He smiled "NiNi?" I shook my head, "No LiLi, that's your daddy." "Dada, dada, dada!" He chanted bouncing on him butt. Taylor swift started singing off my phone, "he can't see the smile I'm faking-" I ignored the call from Beatrice sorry but I didn't want to talk to anyone. Liam looked at his phone than at me worried. "Dada!" He pointed to Liam in the booth, Liam smiled. I brought him up to the booth glass and Liam smushed his face against it. "There's my baby boy." He muffled threw the glass, "dada!" I smile he's so adorable, he looked a lot like Liam with that hair and eyes and noes just so cute! I opened the door and let him waddle in, "dada!" He jumped in Liam's arms, and Niall came to hug me and looked down at my stomach, "how's my two favorite people in the world doin?" He rubbed my stomach and kissed me. The boys 'awwed' and Perri walked in and hugged Zayn, and he kissed her. Not like usual but different, "is there something you want us to know?" Perri motioned for me to follow her outside, "I'm pregnant." I screamed in excitement and hugged her. "Wow we both are pregnant!" She looked confused, "what, Zayn he didn't tell me this." I understood with the boys schedule and all, "probably just the schedule but this is so exciting! So are you going to tell the boys?" She nodded, "yeah and I still have to tell Julian and Dakota, I just have to find out how." I had the perfect Idea, "let tell them by draw me, you know or just tell them normal and suck the fun out of it." "Yeah I can't wait to see everyone's face. I haven't even told Zayn yet." "Shit, that makes everything cooler."
