prose; bts

1.23

addressed to joo raehyun
160610

do i really mean nothing to you, rae?

i love you.

–jeontokki

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reading the last letter felt like she was being lied to.

he said he loves jiyeo

but then he says he loves her now?

raehyun sighed in frustration, throwing the paper somewhere else.

what the hell is wrong with—

something caught her eye, an envelope on the floor. curiously, she stood up from her bed and went towards it.

addressed to joo raehyun
160613

j. k.

written in blue ink, her eyes widen at the initals. this was sent yesterday

but, how?

calming her pacing heart, slowing uneven breaths she opened the letter with shaking hands.

hey, raehyun.

did you mean it?

what you said on the letter?
that was the first time you wrote back.

but, were you serious about the part where you think you're just an option?

i didn't know, rae.

—jungkook

p.s. write back as soon as you read this

she was shaking. badly shaking

she dropped the letter and dialed the number she frantically search through the contacts

she was suddenly crying.

"pick up, please." she sobbed, unable to control the tears flowing down

after the fourth, it answered.

"rae?"
"c-can i stay with you tonight?"
"what's—
"please."

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