not too close

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as much as i loved him, i was afraid of him as well. i was afraid to get close, so i kept my distance from him.

i think i confused him. he knew i was a fan but i wouldn't let him talk to me for long or touch me at all.

i couldn't bring myself to reach out to him.

i don't know what i was afraid of, really.  maybe it was the potential of falling in love, and getting hurt, or that he will become a completely different person.

maybe i was just so used to this predetermined barrier between us, i had grown comfortable with it.

brick by brick he slowly weakened the wall that separated us but i was still struggling to put them back in place.

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