Part of my past

Derek:life is hard.

After  dropped alyssa of i went to my loft, i walked in and lay on bed thinking about how smart an sexy and beautiful alyssa is i knows she only 18 but im only 22 but still shes human. I sigh and i cant get that image out of my head with her i her bra and thong god i want her. i close my eyes and sleep 

i woke up with erica and isaac yelling i sigh and get out of bed 

"what the hell is going on" they turn to me 

"isaac says i dress like a slut" erica says i laugh in my head you do 

"she does derek" i am so tried of this already i sigh 

"okay how about erica the only reason he is saying that is because he likes you and you issac if you like her just tell her i dont want to hear this every morning" they look at each other i roll my eyes and go to my room and change to my jeans and dark red shirt and boots and walked out

"lets go we need to go and get scott he is having so issues with his sister" i siad they nod and erica sceamed me and issac cover are eras "what the hell erica" i asked she giggles " i get to see lyssa" i nod and we all get in my car and drive to scotts house where a beautiful girl lives i shook my head. we pull in 

"GET OUT" i yelled they nod and get out i do to and walked in and saw scott and stiles trying to get his sister to listen to them i laugh and they turn to me. she laughed and went back to her phone "thanks derek for coming she says shes feeling weird but she wont tell us why" i laguh wow scott your dumb "okay well move so i can talk to her" i said in a duh tone, they move out of my way and i see alyssa eating a apple i pick her up over my shoulder dam she has a nice ass i walked up the stairs to her room and put her on her bed *owf" she says i thought that was cute 

"okay so talk to me whats going on" i asked crossing my arms she sighs i was starting to get worried is she pregnant with nicks kid or jacksons god i will kill them i raise my eyebrows im waiting i sit next to her she turns to me 

"okay so you know how nick and i are dating when he kissed me yesterday i didn't feel that same sprak i use to its like im not meant to be with him" she says looking to my eyes. Maybe because you dont be with me insteadi i shook my head 

"when did you start feeling this way" i asked 

"a few says ago" my inner wolf was screaming in my head 

"so maybe its your mind telling you you need to break up with him" she looks down at her hands 

"maybe" she says i sigh 

"so is that all" i asked not tring to be rude but it came out that way i think she pulls me in to a hug and i stiffen 

"thank you" i nod and hug back then pull back what am i doing im the alpha i dont need a girl keeping me back but i want this one so bad

"so how come you didn't want to talk to scott about this" i asked being nice 

"because he wouldn't have never let me get the words out" i nod "well i should go scott and his friend need me" i said she nods and i walked out god i think i might be in love with this girl, what no i didn't just say that i cant she scotts sister i mean i would kill him if he went after core i sigh and walked down stairs "

"scott get your ass in gear" i said walking over to him and stiles who were watching movies

"i dont want to go and save some chick from anohter chick" i sigh 

"stiles your not coming scott is" i said he opens his mouth but nothing came out 

"okay derek lets go" scott says i nod