I'm Normal I Swear (Sequel to Everything has Changed)

Chapter 58

^Skip to the Friday when every one comes to New York^

*Kenzie's P.O.V*

I was the first one up and I walked to the kitchen seeing Chase up eating a banana.

"Is Jenn up?"

"Nope she is in bed asleep." He chuckled grinning.

"Good, can you come with me to the airport."

"How come?" I asked worriedly.

"I have a surprise for you and Jenn, but you get to know first."

"Shall I tell Jenn we are at the airport."

"Just writer a note saying we have gone shopping for Stef for our anniversary." I nodded writing a note for her then I grabbed my shoes and cardigan and walked out with him. I was so worried.

*Jenn's P.O.V*

I woke up to the door slamming shut as I pushed my phone on the floor and walked to the kitchen feeling like shit, when I saw a note on the counter top.

^Note^

Hey bubs, your dad wanted me to go with him to the mall to help him with ideas as what to get Stef for their anniversary, we will be a few hours. ~Love Kenzie xx

I sighed grabbing a yogurt and some strawberries then grabbed my phone and sat in the living room watching MTV cribs while scrolling through my twitter yet again seeing hate. I rolled my eyes reading the mentions. I know I shouldn't and it wont help, I just cant help it I know its hard, but I just cant not know what they are saying.

@hater: Hayes doesn't love you, he feels sorry for you

@hater: Why are you still here? Didn't you see the kiss in Atlanta attaching the picture of Hayes kissing that girl last year.

@hater: Slit your wrists until you die from blood loss.

@hater: Taylor, Kenzie, Diana, Hayes they all don't care they probably find you annoying

@hater: hang yourself, shoot yourself, stab yourself do anything please!!

I sighed as I felt the tears stream down my face. I threw my phone onto the coffee table and walked into the bathroom turning on the shower, stripping out of my clothes and stepping into the hot shower.

I got changed then walked to my bedroom and sat on my bed going on youtube and watching Mariam Diamond as she started talking about self harm and bullying. I liked it and continued watching more of her videos and decided to tweet it out and then I went on Spotify listening to Little Mix good enough. Whatever I did or do it never helped I just cant cheer up, I just keep feeling depressed I gathered some things in my bag and grabbed my car keys then got in and drove to the dance studio and rushing inside seeing it empty, I put my water bottle on the bench and put my phone into the docking station then put my phone into the aux cord and started making a dance up on the spot.

When I was finished I looked at myself in the mirrors when loads of questions came flooding into my head, why am I here? Does everyone care about me like they say? Would they care if I left? Should I be with my mom? Do I need everyone? I started crying again rummaging through my bag.

*Kenzie's P.O.V*

"We are here kiddo." Chase chuckled as I nodded getting out the car and followed him into the airport as I sat on the bench scrolling through my phone again.

"When you hear flight 344 look up." Chase smiled going to a coffee shop and getting a coffee I am guessing. I looked through the boys twitter and they haven't tweeted anything since yesterday night which is weird they tweet every second of the day including the girls. I shrugged hearing the flight being called out as I couldn't be bothered to look so I went on instagram looking through pictures of friends and family liking them all and commenting on a few and seeing some edits that fans have made.

"Well I though you would look up but I guess not." Someone spoke as I looked up seeing Taylor I screamed pulling him into a hug.

"I have missed you baby girl." He kissed my forehead.

"So have I." He chuckled as everyone came walking over Jenn is going to flip with excitement.

"YOU'RE ALL HERE... KIAN!" I yelled talking him into a hug and then hugging everyone else.

"I will let you guys go into the range rovers I planned." Chase smiled walking away.

"Where is my bae?" Hayes pouted.

"She is back at home sleeping." I laughed as Matt laughed.

"Typical." I nodded as we all walked into the range rovers.

"I can't wait until I see Jenn." Hayes grinned.

"SAME!" Austin cheered making everyone smile.

"I have missed little man." I ruffled his hair.

"Hey daddy did my hair." He crossed his arms.

"Just like Jack." Emma laughed.

They all dropped their cases off at their rooms in the hotel and we walked to the loft where Jenn is at, but her car wasn't there maybe she parked else where. I shrugged walking in letting them all come in.

"Shit she lives in here." Nash gasped.

"Yep, I will just see if she is in her room." I walked into her room seeing her bed messy, but she wasn't in it. I walked to her bathroom knocking on the door, but the door opened from the wind seeing no one in there.

"Guys she isn't home, I think she is at the dance studio either teaching kids how to dance or she is dancing." I walked out of the bathroom and walked out the front door getting into the range rover with everyone else piling in.

"Aw she is going to be dancing." Diana nudged Hayes as he smirked at her.

"I'm driving." Cameron smiled as I told the dance studio name.

"Okay she is on the 3rd right." I walked in.

"How many dance rooms are there." Carter asked.

"About 10 to 15." I smiled as I heard Beyoncé Best Thing I Never Had blast through the room.

"She should be in here." I opened the door not seeing her dancing, but laid on the floor not moving, not making a sing sound, I waited a minute to see if she would move, but nothing.

"Guys I think something is wrong." I yelled at the confused people as Hayes rushed into the room.

"I will check her pulse." Diana ran over to her as I looked around the room seeing if anyone had hurt her or saw any break in because you never know. I saw her bag as he phone was going crazy, I grabbed her phone seeing loads of hate coming through. Uh oh. I looked through her bag seeing two packet of pills empty.

"SOMEONE CALL 911!!!!!" I turned around holding to empty packets of pills as Hayes froze in shock and Diana busted into tears.

"Why would she do that, she promised me!" Taylor spoke sitting on the bench choking back his tears.

"Look at her phone." I passed to him as he scanned through it all.

"It's all hate, nothing else."

"It was a suicide attempt." He looked up as I nodded.

"NO, NO, NO, NO." Hayes spoke lifting her up while Johnson was on the phone.

"She can't die, not now, not ever no no no." Hayes spoke rocking her as the tears fell from his crystal blue eyes.