Scorpio Lover

shades of blue

if i were to describe you as a color scheme
it would be maroons, light oranges, like peaches, maybe soft pastel pinks and white and black.
i still have your hoodie in the back of my closet and when we were apart I occasionally went to smell it and i cried because i missed you so much

we are fine now
we are together again
you love me once again

they say love is forever
you never get over the ones you love
and if you do
i think you never really loved them at all

it has almost been two whole years since i fell in love with you.
the amount of heartbreak i have suffered because of you doesnt even matter when you hold me in your arms.

we break up then make up over and over again
because you know i will always be yours

i hope we do last

the stages of grief are like shades of blue
it starts with hurt
a dark, dark shade that may appear black to some
black like the way my heart looks on the inside
i am the coldest person of all time without your love
i dont care about anyone except you

then comes fear
searchings
disorganization
panic
a disgusting blinding dark blue
it pierces your eyes

then lonlieness
isolation
depression
it is a meloncholy blue
dark in shade
almost cloudy
but definitely looks blue

re-entry troubles
new relationships
strength
its periwinkle
a soft mellow blue

hope
affirmation
adjustment
a happy blue
the sky
angel wings