Alone

Why did I write this... I don't know.

I'm sitting on my front porch with the no pants just a t shirt. I'm thinking about what to write. But I don't know so i'm just writing whats coming into my mind... It's cloudy, I think it might rain. I like rain though I don't know why I just like it.. A sad song just came on. I don't know if that's a bad or good thing... Hm... I don't know this song makes me happy and sad at the dame time I don't even know how to explain that... It's getting dark i'm still out side. The wind is bowing pretty hard but it feels nice on my skin. One of my neighbors has a purple front door. I think two old ladies. It's thundering now damn I hate thunder it scares me...  My brother is inside playing his music... He wants to be in a band but hsi band broke up because he's a big baby and complains about everything. It's raining now. Very lightly. It's nice. it's almost like mist. It's so quite. I love the quite since my house is so loud. It got a little bit lighter out just now but I think it's going to poor. I just went onto the grass felt the rain on my skin it really is mist... That's pretty cool I guess. Ew there is a bug it's probably going to eat me... I think that animals are going to take over the fucking world. I mean thin about it they are so much smarter then humans. I bet the ones that are nice are the leaders trying to get us to think that they are harmless and then take over the world and kill us with there fucking claws and teeth and stuff... Wow I need to get out more... And stop watching conspiracy stuff. My step dad is yelling again. I can here him from upstairs.. He is so fucking loud like chill bro the whole block doesn't need to know you are mad over something stupid... I miss my best friend. I think i'm going to stop writing now because most of you are going to get trough one sentence and get bored. :) Okkkkayyyy Byeeeeee