Dealing with the Hate

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Dealing with the Hate

 I sat in my bed, the top bunk, scrolling through my twitter news feed. I still followed all of the boys, and Little Mix. I went onto Niall's profile to see his recent tweets.

@NiallOfficial: What's up mofos! Got a new girlfriend this week. Her twitter is @Channypowers Follow her please!

Oh god no! I'm going to get so much hate. I can't deal with bullying. I was bullied in middle and high school. I almost died from bullying. I can't take that from Directioners! they're EVIL!

I got back on my homepage and scrolled through the tweets. Lost of them were hate only very few were actually nice.

Thatniallprincess: Eww, what a whore, she's trying to ruin One direction! Kill her!

Britishboobear: Don't hate! We' don't even know her! #LoveChanny!

Theluckyniallducky: GOD NO! Don't let that bitch date Niall, she's so not cool, eww no #worsethantaylor

I clicked on a link ot  a twitter page and saw that it was a hate page called 'We Hate Channy!'. It already had over 14k followers and counting.

I went back to my homepage and looked at the many more harmful tweets. I felt tears roll down my cheeks, as I scrolled down the rest of the thousands. I found barley any nice and not harmful tweets, only like five were actually there. I'm not proud of this fandom, not anymore. I know that all of the girls get hate, but now I know that it is the worst thing in the world.

I was now bawling my eyes out. I shut my laptop and tossed it to the end of my bed, I threw my blanket over me and slowly rocked myself, crying still, the tears not stopping.

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I woke up a few hours later, forgetting the recent drama. I picked up my laptop and logged back onto twitter. I saw that a lot of nicer tweets have been going up but also have the hate tweets.

I can't take this anymore! I've been here not even a month and I'm hated by the whole world. I should just die, that's what they want anyways. 'NO, Channy' I thought, you can't do that, just think of the lads and Ari and Austin. I can't just leave them in this terrible world.

Suddenly, I heard a knock on a door, "Channy, are you awake?" Niall opened the door, poking his head in.

"No," I answered. He laughed, this is no time for laughing.

"I'm coming in," Ni said ans sat on my bed, "What's up?" He asked.

"N-nothing," I stuttered from crying.

"Nothing's wrong, what happened?" He was getting mad. All I could do was point to my lap top and shrink away from him. I've never seen him mad, and I didn't want to. He picked up the laptop and opened it to my twitter home page. As he scrolled through the news feed I could see him getting madder and madder.

"Who the hell would say this to you?!" He shouted. "Why didn't you tell me earlier?" He asked me.

I shrugged, I wasn't even planning on telling him about it, he would and is getting mad. "I-I wasn't p-planning on telling y-you," I whispered and closed my eyes. I felt a few tears slip under from my eyelashes.

"I'm going to deal with this, don't you worry," He said patting my hair.

"No," I said, pulling his hand off of the mouse pad," You'll ruin your career, you can't do that, for me" I said thinking my words through. I took a deep breath and continued, "You can't just throw it all away because of some hate, Niall. Is it worth not having any fans anymore because one tweet can ruin it all," I finished looking down at my hands.

"I don't care, if I ruin it all. If they were true fans they woldn't hurt you, even if it's in a way I can't save you from," He looked away from the computer screen and at me.

"Not all of them sent hate, some supported us," I tried to reason with him.

"Channy, I'm going to send the warning tweet, I'm not that mad anymore, knowing you're okay, but if this happens again I'm telling management," He finished logging out of my account and going on to his.

@NiallOffical: Hey, you guys can't send hate to Channy, it's pissing me off and I won't have it. If you don't stop then I'll tell management. I mean, who are you judging a person because she's dating me. She doesn't deserve hate from anyone! Don't you ever hate on her again if you do, I'll put a stop to it without Management. This is only a warning.

Niall hit send on the message and closed the laptop. "I don't want this happening again, tell me if it does," He got up, about to leave until he remembered something. He turned to me, looked into my eyes ans said "Channy, I love you, don't ever forget it.

I was absolutely stunned. He love, Me. I'm NOTHING special, unlovable. I know because I've been told so. I didn't know what to say back, I did love him though. So I said it back "I love you too, Niall," I said as he leaned down ans kissed my cheek.

"Bye, love," He said and walked out of the room, leaving me there stunned.

A/N: AWW 'I love you' I love this. Sorry this is a short chapter, I got kinda writer blocked on this one. I'm sorry if I happened to use some one's E-mail. I don't know if I did or not. Next chapter will be Ari's P.O.V. YAY!

Also, the characters got Facebook pages. Go add Channing Edwards, Ari Smith and Austin Jennings. Lexy and I are planning to post the links on our planner book. So keep an eye out for them if you can't find the accounts!

Also we made a twitter page @AdoptedByMyIdol

Exactly like that. Follow us to get sneak peeks on chapters for all of our books!

Love you UNITURTLES!

~Karly :3

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