And with what I can't remember
I'll breathe this page a second life
A song of orchestrated chaos
Left a terrifying lie
A memory as evidence
Seen through smoke that hazed our eyes
A casual reassurance
It was your word against mine
Out of all the things they could have told me
I chose the ringing in my ears
And wrap my lips 'round smoke that'd kill me
Till I become what I'd once feared
I'll say that you don't scare me
When I'm sitting here alone
Reality still awaits me
When I'm shaken to the bone
Another fleshy encounter
And now she won't pick up the phone
At the bottom of a can I found her
As I watched her cards all fold
I don't know if I was ready
We all want someone to hold
Amidst all hell's confusion
I doubt any truth could be told
Out of all the things they could have told me
I chose the ringing in my ears
And wrap my lips 'round smoke that'd kill me
Till I become what I'd once feared
A chemical imbalance, is all it could ever be
My heart had been abandoned, in this deafening uncertainty.
YOU ARE READING
All in my head
Teen FictionWhen I'm not too busy being imaginary, I'm half decent. These are fictional stories, a figurine's phantasms. In other words, it can't get much less tangible than this. Go figure.
